Freen left me in her office. I hang here. It's hurt in what she reacted to and said.
The reality slap me that freen didn't like me? So what's that kissing? Giving gifts and always prioritizing me ? "Is?? Ahhh!!" I shout inside her office
Is freen only obliged to take care of the force?
I cried in here until a knock came from the door.
The door opens, and it's miss nam.
"Oh sorry Rebecca where is freen?" She asked. i just wanted to answer her, but my sob could not hide it.
"What's wrong, Rebecca?" she walked toward me and sat beside me.
I didn't tell any words
"What freen say, did she do something stupid to you, Rebecca?" She asked
I shook my head because i know freen doesn't like to share with anyone we're married
"You can tell me, Rebecca, i know your wife is sometimes stupid."
I'm shocked in what i heard
"You know?" I asked while looking at her
"What?" She asked "that you and freen wives?" She added, and i nodded
"Don't be surprised, Rebecca, we already knew it last month. Freen told us we are her friends, " she says.
"Now tell me what freen did? Why are you here crying?"
"We kiss b-but i-i told her this is not right because there is no love," i said with shuttering and mix of embarrassment.
Miss nam laughed. "Oh.. so what will her reaction be?"
"She said (right ..) then become angry, cold, then left me here, " i say
"But it's true you didn't like her?" Miss nam, ask
"I like her, but she doesn't like me," i say
"How could you know she doesn't like you? She already said it?" She says with a serious tone.
"No,"
"Then you are not sure, you are jumping in a conclusion, Rebecca," she said, and i looked at her
"What are you trying to say, miss?"
"Looked Rebecca if you like her, court of pursuing her. " Miss nam, say, and i look down
"But miss nam, i don't know how," i said while scratching my neck.
"Fallow your heart if didn't work come back to me i will help and teach you," she said, and i gulped because she smirked like an evil.
"Come on, i will drop you home. It's already 4:00 in the afternoon," she said, and i nodded
We arrived at freen house "thank you, Miss nam," i say, and she nods and leaves.
I went inside directly to our room and changed into comfortable suits.
I went downstairs to cook for the dinner and yes, i know how to cook.
I few minutes billy and bright came home.
We enjoy watching funny movies until 7:00 pm.
We looked at the door when the door opened.
I feel nervous when we meet our eyes.
"Oh freen, finally you here, we waited at you," Bright said.
"Hmm.. " she responded and directly went upstairs
"What's wrong with her?" Billy said, and me and bright looked at the stairs
"Maybe she might be in trouble," bright sighs while I didn't know how to approach her now.
We prepared the dinner, and i sat in my chair. Then i heard freen sat beside me Smilingly
"What's wrong with this girl. While ago she's cold now she's Smilingly like an idiot" i thought
"Do you want pork?" we both looked at each other and said.
I blushed and nodded. She put the pork on my plate, and i did the same on her plate.
I smiled while chewing my food. "Oi oi oi! You two looked weird, " Billy said, and i looked in my food.
"What? weird?" Freen asked
"You looked both in love to each other but ah never mind," bright say, and he giggle i blushed more, then looked at the other direction.
"Why? What's wrong with it?" Freen asked with chuckle
"Jeezzzzz freen looked at becky how she blushing right now," Billy said and laughed
Freen looked at me, but I'm not looking at her. She held my chin to look at her, and then she spoke
"Of course she is she's my wife," freen said, then smirked,
i feel heat rashing up in my ears, running to my whole face.
"Hey! Stop it! I can't swallow the food looking to both of you! " Billy said and bright playfully punch his shoulder.
We peaceful eating until we done. I went to the garden and sat in a single chair looking at the stars..
"Ahem," i heart freen.
"This spot is beautiful gazing the stars and moon," she says
"Yes, they're beautiful," i responded, still looking at the sky.
"Rebecca.."
I looked at her
"Hmm..." i response
"Aah. I'm really sorry earlier happened, " she said
"No, it's okay, freen. I'm really sorry too," i said.
"It just i act like an immature earlier Rebecca and ah uhm." Before she finished her words, i hugged her. "shhh.. freen, let's enjoy the view. " i said i don't want hearing anything come from her that makes my heart in pain.
I will do what Miss nam told me.
We cuddle here, gazing at the beautiful sky, and the silence is solace
Tomorrow i am planning to tell irin and lisa my secret for helping me. Even i know i broke irin's hearts, but she loves me more than anyone.
Her warm embrace gave peace to me.
