ʟᴏᴠᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴏꜱᴘɪᴛᴀʟ || ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ

Chapter 20

~ Taehyung's POV ~

I woke up at 6:00 am and looked over to my side, Jungkook wasn't there. I sighed and frown.....I never realized how cold and lonely the bed felt without Jungkook

It's not like Jingyo made it any warmer. I'd either sleep on the couch or sleep in the guest bedroom. Personally, Jungkook was right. Why haven't I gotten a divorce?

Maybe cause I didn't wanna lose her. Yes, I loved her but, deep down, I feel like she doesn't even love me back. She wasn't like this back in high school. We were young....and stupid

We were high school sweethearts...We met in our freshman year of high school and stayed with each other until we were Seniors. We went to different colleges but we still stayed together

I don't know, maybe us getting married after only 4 years of knowing each other made us this way. I don't know how our relationship went south. We both were only 18 for crying out loud...After college, we moved in together...Maybe that's where it all started to go south...

Once I got the job at the hospital, I spent all of my time there. Not only did Jingyo not like it, but she'd also think that me going to the hospital was my excuse for cheating

I work hard for where I am and all Jingyo wanted me to do was quit my job so that I could stay at home more often. I work my ass off in college, taking extra courses and studying until I fell asleep on my desk. I was pissed as fuck when she told me to give all of it but that only made her more pissed at me. From then, all we've ever done was yell and scream at each other

I sighed and got out of the bed and walked to the bathroom to get ready for work. I did my daily routine of getting ready like I did every other morning. I walked downstairs to make myself a quick cup of coffee before heading off to work. They called me in early but I didn't mind, I loved my job

I finished my cup of coffee before grabbed my keys and heading out of the door. I hoped in my car and started to drive

I arrived at the hospital and bowed at everyone who bowed at me. I walked into my office and sighed. I was about to go through my list of patients until my phone rang. No one usually calls me while I'm at work so I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Jingyo

I answer the phone to hear her high pitched voice

" Hello Husband," She said yelling through the phone and I noticed her words were slurring

" Are you....are you drunk Jingyo? " I asked as I could hear faint music and voices in the background

" No silly! " She said giggling and I sighed. What type of person goes on a business trip just to club and drink

"How you are doing at home Hubby, " She said laughing over the phone

" I'm doing fine Jingyo, I'm at work so I'll call you later, " I said and she laughed before hanging up the phone. I sighed and threw my phone in my desk drawer

I looked at the clock and realized that I go to start seeing my schedule for the day. I walked out of my office where I saw my hyungs

" Hey Namjoon and. Yoongi hyung " I smiling at them and they smiled back at me

" Hey Tae, how have you been? " Yoongi said to me and I smiled

" I've been doing good...It's just that I and Jingyo may get a divorce " I said and their eyes widened

" A divorce? You've guys been together since high school and college "

" Yeah, I know...But it seems like the more we stay together. The more we argue and fight, we argued every day for the past 8 years, I'm not happy but she acts like there is nothing wrong in our relationship " I said placing my hands in my face

" I mean, have you guys tried to talk it out? "Yoongi said I shook my head

" I try...But every time we talk, it magically turns into an argument out of nowhere, I could be talking about puppies then it turns into an argument. I don't know what else to do, she always tries to make everything thing up with sex...There's only so much that sex can do. We haven't had a proper conversation in so long, our relationship is just toxic " I said sighing and Namjoon patted me on the back

" If you think your relationship is that toxic, maybe a divorce wouldn't solve everything, you'll be happy with whatever you decide, we are still your best friend Tae," Namjoon said smiling and Yoongi nodded also

" Thanks for the advice you guys, I really was about to have a mental break down in my office " I said laughing a little and they nodded and we went our separate ways

Should I really get a divorce? All of the years Jingyo and I spent together....Am I gonna let it go to waste? I don't wanna give it all up but I have to face the fact that I wasn't happy, my eyes don't light up when I see Jingyo....I don't feel my heart beat nor do I feel butterflies in my stomach. I wish I would feel like way I used to feel but I just can't anymore