𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

Acceptance

Why do I try so hard,
When all they care about is that little brat,
Why can't i get a break.

I try so hard to prove that I am a good daughter,
I try my level best to please a person,
Today I made a omelette for my brother..... Cousin,
He didn't eat,
Because i took his phone away.

Today I learned that I was the only one who considered him,
My own brother,
He doesn't consider me as family,
So i won't as well.

All I seek for is Acceptance,
I just want to be accepted.
The boy I consider my brother,
Even though we are cousins,
Told my uncle,
That I am cold hearted.

He said that I am not his sister,
Only his cousin.

Why do I even try,
Why can't i just die,
No one cares,
It was a mistake coming here.

I tried to be a good sister,
I tried to be a good example, as I am older,
I tried to be tolerant towards him.
Turns out I am no one to him.

Just a blood relation,
I wish someone would comfort me,
But I don't want them to see me sad.

My anger rising,
I almost broke his hand today,
I know that I am crazy,
After all who would hurt their brother.... Cousin that way.

Acceptance is all I seek for,
I wish someone would accept me for me.
But no one will,
Because in the end,
When did anyone care?

Why am I like this.
So rude,
So weird,
So crazy,
Why can't someone love me,
Like I love them.

Why can't I be more patient?
What did I do to receive this hate?
I don't know if I want to live anymore,
Because no one cares.

I feel like I am,
Just a burden in this world,
Maybe everyone will be happy,
All I seek is acceptance.