Sarah's POV
"Hey daddy" I say
"Yes Sarah?" He says looking up from his laptop
"Can I go to the movies with Kenzie and Tyler?"
"Sure" he said looking back at his laptop.
"Ok" I say "I'll be back around ten"
"Ok drive safely" he said waving
"BYE DAD" I yelled
"I'm right here" he said glaring at me
"How come uncle Louis can be loud and nobody questions it but when I'm loud it's a total shocker?!"
My dad just chuckled
"Anyways bye" I say before grabbing my car keys.
Mom was on a trip with her friends and David was staying the night with a friend so dad was all alone.
"Hey tyty, where's Kenzie?" I ask as I see Tyler in the movie theatre
"She's right there" Tyler said pointing to Kenzie walking in the movie theatre.
I starting waving my hand wildly while Tyler was looking at his feet.
"Hey guys" Kenzie says "sorry I'm late"
"Oh you're not late" I say getting in line for tickets.
"Yeah we're just early" Tyler added.
"Three tickets to paranormal activity" I said to ticket man who had very nice blonde hair that was quaffed up.
"Ok here's you're tickets" he said handing me the tickets.
"Thank you".
After we got our tickets we got two large popcorns three sodas and SOUR PATCH KIDS! Aka the best candy in the world!.
"AAH!" I screamed half way threw the movie "oh sorry"
"Shut up!" Tyler and Kenzie said.
"Sorry" I whispered eating a piece of popcorn.
After the movie I drove Kenzie home because her parents dropped her off.
"IM HOME" I shouted as I walked threw the door.
"Hey Sarah" my dad said
"Hey daddy?" I ask
"Yes?"
"I'm going to bed"
"Ok night"
"NIGHT NIGHT DON'T LET THE BEDBUGS BITE"
Before I went to sleep I got my razor out making cuts on my arm.
And you may wonder why I cut well I've never fit in I'm the fat friend I'm never as smart I'm hated for who I am and loved for who I'm not.
Most nights I cry myself to sleep I've done this since I was around twelve.
Nobody knows or cares after all everybody loves my little brother David I mean all I hear is 'David did this' and 'David did that'.
I've had suicidal thoughts since i was around fourteen I've tried twice and ended up in the hospital.
But it was Hunter Tomlinson aka my best friend who was there for me not my parents not David it was Hunter of course my parents were there though.
society killed the little girl who didn't care about what she looked like and what she wore and weighed the little carefree girl I use to be.
"Sarah?" I heard a knock on my window.
I cleaned the blood of my wrists and went and opened the window to see Hunter.
"Hi" Hunter said waving his hand.
"Hi" I say "c'mon in"
He climbed in threw the window.
"Sarah?" He asked lifting up my arm
"Yes" I say my voice barley above a whisper
"Have you been cutting?"
Then out of nowhere I just burst out into tears .
"Aww it's ok" Hunter said pulling me in for a hug.
This was one of those hugs that there didn't have to be words it was a comfortable silence.
This was the Hunter I knew not the 'arrogant player' or 'the bad boy' I knew him for who he was.
"Sarah," he said "you know I'm always here for you"
"I know" I say with a slight grin.
"And you know that I'm always available"
"Hunter I don't want to feel like a burden"
"You're not a burden" he said reassuringly.
I just grinned and hugged him again smelling his wonderful scent he smelled just like Abercrombie and Fitch.
"Now Sarah if you don't cheer up then the tickle monster will come to play"
"No not the tickle monster" I say backing away from him.
He slowly came closer to me his fingers wiggling.
He came up closer before starting to tickle me.
I started laughing as he picked me up.
"Say you love me"
"Nooooooo" I whine
"C'mon"
"Fine I love you" I say before Hunter puts me down.
"Now what about McDonalds?"
"You know my weakness" I whined grabbing my jacket, phone, and purse.
"Then lets go"
We walked to the window and Hunter helped me out before getting out.
"There's the ladder" Hunter said pointing to the ladder as we crawled towards it.
Hunter went first then I did.
We walked to his car.
"So" he said as we stopped at a red light
"So?"
"How's life?"
"Hunter-"
"Listen Sarah," he said looking at me "I'm not a therapist but I promise you two things I will listen and I will care".
I smiled a genuine smile not a fake one but an actual smile.
"Well my parents still don't know about me self harming"
"Sarah?"
"Yes?"
"Listen I know you don't think you're beautiful and i want you to know that I think you are and I know you're family does, you'll never know how much I care and love you"
I started crying
"Oh no" Hunter said "I didn't mean to make you cry"
"Thank you SOO much" I say.
"Now what about some McDonald's?"
"Yes" I whined as we got out of the car towards McDonald's.
