my world champion // Alexia Putellas

I know it's for the better

A/n: sorry if it's bad. I was sat here for 4 hours wondering what's to write next . But it's 2000 words so .. hopefully get something out of this.

*if you just got the notification for this it's because I have edited a few mistakes made with spelling!! It's not a new part yet<3

Tonight was the first night alone , I had officially moved into my apartment and wasn't rooming with Leila. She's a kind soul , a little messy but she's a great person to live around . Luckily 40% of the team all lived in this complex. So if I had any troubles I had someone.

It was 11:32pm when my phone rang. I reach over expecting it to be Laia again , shes been calling me constantly making sure I'm okay. We've become very close this past week which I'm very grateful for.

"Hello again you, yes I'm okay and-" I start but a familiar voice cuts me off "y/n.. please come home I'm sorry. I love you. I can't live without you"

My heart drops. "Alexia.." "yes , yes it's me. I know you told me not to call or text but This is too hard. Please . Please come home. Just for the week" she begs.

"I have a game in the morning . I can't come to Barcelona." "Y/n , god please I need you. We miss you i-" I cut her pleas off

"You've taken it all ! I don't care anymore alexia. You have ruined everything we've had . I told you the day we kissed i can't fall in love with a teammate, it's why I came to Barcelona and I let my guard down now look what you've done ?" I start as tears well in my eyes.

"You can lie, all you like . All it's done is make me fight. I'm tired pretending you haven't torn my heart. 'Cause underneath I'm starting to grieve the loss of you . Im hoping I can start to heal and find out what I actually need. I can't put the effort in for a girl who cares more about herself and then realising she needs me when it's too late My heart feels like it's stuck in a hurricane Lex . A hurricane. I'm spinning and I can't stop the pain. You can talk , you can beg but all this has done is start a war. That's all. You've hurt me for nothing but your own ego. I'm done."

It's only then I realise there's tears streaming down my face. I know it's for the better.

"I'm so sorry y/n.. I know you don't want to hear me out but.. have a good game tomorrow. I'll be watching I promise." She assures, Tears stream down my face . "I never wanted this but you-" I start as the door opens slowly "hola amor, you okay ?"

It's Leila. I gave her a spare key incase she got too worried because secretly I know all the checking up from laia is her asking . "Who's that y/n? Y/n ? Who is it?" Alexia begs "goodbye alexia." Before hanging up I hear her beg my name. I wipe my eyes as Leila lays beside me

"I heard you from across the hall, I tried to message you but there was no answer . I didn't mean to intrude." She tells me as she curls into my side. "You didn't intrude, just alexia trying to get me back but.. I'm done with it . I can't keep dealing with this pain." I explain "I know. I know. It will get better."

"What's it with me and marriage. I got engaged. She cheated . I got engaged to a new girl. I found her kissing someone but believed her stupid lies. Then married her and ended up getting kicked out for having a friend. Am I the problem? I should never marry i-" she cuts me off "no. Not everyone's like that y/n. I happen to know that soemtimes these things happen. They don't know what they've got until it's gone."

I look down at her . In this moment I notice something I haven't before . "Hey , you have a little green in your left eye." She laughs. "As adorable as you are .. you should sleep now ."