so it goes... // spencer reid x reader

so it goes...

reader's pov  -  tw/cw: smut, swearing, alcohol (?)

i'm walking through the dimly lit room, i see him standing there in a black suit and tie in amongst the crowd. "oh my fucking god" i think as i look him up and down. i need him. i take a sip of my drink before placing it back down on the bar top and beginning to walk towards him. i wasn't sure if i was seeing the right person, the spencer i know is shy, reserved and absolutely not likely to wear something this eye-catching. even so, i keep walking. he notices me and smiles a little before beginning to walk towards me too.

"hey," he says softly as he places his hands on my waist. i look up into his eyes and smirk a little before leading us both out of the room and somewhere a little more... private. he seems to understand what i'm doing, seeing as though his smile grew and he chuckled softly. once we reach the far end of the hallway where nobody seems to be able to see or get to, i begin to unbutton his jacket as he spins me around and pushes me up against the wall. a soft moan escapes my lips as his hands grip my waist and push it against the wall even more.

"doctor reid..." i say with a seductive tone as i grab his face and start to kiss him, my lips starting on his and slowly making their way down his neck. he nestles his face in my neck as i softly bite his. god, i need him so badly right now. my hands run down his back, almost as if i'm scratching it. it's not like me to get caught up in a moment like this, but for him, i'll do anything.

he whispers something into my ear but i'm too aroused to really hear him properly. his hands run through my hair as he pulls me away from the wall slightly before pushing me back. i gasp softly as i feel him start to bring his hands down my back and to my ass.

"you know, i'm not a bad girl but i'd do bad things with you..." i say with a soft laugh as i let my hands run down his back again and keep kissing his neck.

"i know..." he says with a low, seductive tone of voice as he lifts my head with his finger under my chin and kisses my lips softly. he breaks away from the kiss and looks me in the eyes. "1, 2, 3..." he whispers into my ear before picking me up and taking me down to a bedroom. once he finds one, he kicks open the door and throws me onto the bed. i sit up slightly and smile slightly at him. he walks over to the bed and gets onto it. he gets on top of me and kisses my neck as i run my hands down his back. i reach for the hem of his already unbuttoned shirt and pull it off of him, revealing his defined, muscular physique. his tie stays on which, in my opinion, looks hotter on him than if it was off. he rolls over so that he's next to me and pulls me close to him.

"i should pay for this room so we can spend the night in it, instead of going back home because, i really don't want to cut this short," he says softly into my ear, causing us both to laugh. "you make me seem so hot, you know? you give me too much credit," he says, laughing again.

"shut up and kiss me," i say with a soft giggle as i turn his head so his face is facing mine and plant a soft kiss on his lips. "you're like my magician, you know? you make everyone else disappear when i'm around you," i whisper softly as i put my head on his chest and close my eyes. his strong, muscly arms wrap around me as he starts to stroke my back and hair, sending me to sleep.

~ a/n: i've never really written anything smutty before so i really hope i did good! 😭 anyway, i hope you enjoyed this!!