Chapter 3- cruel protection

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Y/n pov:

We stared at each other after I didn't respond to him, he knew something was wrong. He reached to hold my hand but I slapped his hand away, "WHY?! IS THIS SOME KIND OF JOKE TO YOU? PLAYING WITH SOMEONE'S FEELINGS LIKE THIS!" he stared in shock. "WHY ARE YOU SO SURPRISED?! KNOW I'M DUMB BUT YOU COULD AT LEAST NOT FLIRT WITH ONE OF MY FRIENDS AND ME AT THE SAME TIME!" it was all over, I was crying and screaming, my fists were balled up and I had a headache from the stress.

His face turned pale, a couple of tears formed in his eyes. I took a couple breaths to calm myself down but it didn't work much. "What do you mean-"  "STOP, stop playing dumb Kyoya! Right after you left Haruhi told me the whole story. You know, you really got my hopes up Kyoya-"o my gosh. I just told him I loved him...

Kyoya pov:

I can't believe this, I knew Haruhi didn't like me but Y/N!? Now she knows the whole truth, I hate the whole truth about me and my feelings. "Y/n please I'm sorry I-" "Don't apologize, go try to be with Haruhi. She's smarter, prettier, skinnier..." after that she trailed into her own thoughts of insecurities.

I gently grabbed her waist and pulled her into a hug "don't think like that, you are all of those things, and your weight-" "it does matter and you know it". We both paused, even though she was enjoying the hug. I saw her tear up, "I'm sorry! Please don't cry, you shouldn't cry over me" I said, trying my hardest to make her happy. I knew I couldn't deep down, but a part of me wanted to let her go.

Let her run away to Honey so she could fall in love with someone else. So she could see what it's like to have a normal crush that doesn't like two people at the same time, so she could see how special she is in someone else's eyes. I love you   Y/n, and nothing will ever change that. I'm just not good enough for you, so please go and find someone else that is good enough.

I lightly shoved her off of me and said "Honey is probably waiting for you in the garden". I hated what I was doing, but I had to, for Y/n's sake. "I'm not leaving. Why did you want me to come here in the first place?" "It doesn't matter anymore Y/n. So just leave me be and I'll leave you be" I heard her start to cry again. Then she dashed away to the garden.

Tamaki pov:

I feel like he is being way too nice about this if he was gay, Bi? No, he doesn't seem like the type to like both genders. Maybe he really is just a nice guy- what am i saying, he IS a nice guy, well sort of. As I thought about it I saw Y/n dash away, so I followed her. I NEVER REALIZED HOW FAST SHE WAS!!!

Time skip, 20 minutes

I finally found Y/n in the garden after losing her while we were running. I slowly sat down beside her, making sure I wouldn't frighten her. Then I laid her head on my shoulder, "Everything will be ok, you don't need him." "It just hurts Tamaki. You've known me since we were born, so be honest. Why do you think he doesn't like me?" I had no idea what to say, I couldn't say I thought he liked boys.

"Maybe it is the right person at the wrong time, come on you know the saying! You have to keep a positive mind set!" I started wiping away her tears and she smiled a little. I smiled back.

Hello!!! I hope you enjoyed this new chapter, even though there is A LOT of drama. But hey, what's a book without drama??? And I did not mean anything about Tamaki saying stuff about gay and bisexual, I was simply just trying to show the goofy side of Tamaki with that part. Hoped you liked it byeee.

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