Lesson on my Broken life

Depression

Depression.... it's hard to deal with. Very hard.
It hurts a lot!! Some people just don't get it. You cry yourself to sleep, cut, hate yourself, just want to die. I think of those word everyday. You feel like your....
Alone
That's the word.
You hate yourself everyday. Even though, people say I'm here for you. You still feel like no one is there. One person said to me
"We are trying to help your not expecting the help!!"
That's person is reading it..
You know who you are... Message me if you want to know.
I don't expect the help, because I'm to afraid to let people in. On how I feel, and why I feel this way. Some people feel like their not meant for this world. I think that a lot.
People say "You okay?"
I say "I'm fine"
'I'm fine' is a sentence people use for
"Help me" "I need you"
"I'm not fine"
Well now here is my story...
So I was a little plum.
I had extra weight.
It was hard.....
But, 3rd grade came around...
Bully
Bully
Bully
From
3
4
5
That's when it started
I felt unwanted.
Than in 4th grade we had to move.
We stayed at a friends house for awhile. Than we found this house we are living in. My sister said to our landlord
"This is all I want for Christmas"
At the time I was really sick...
We got it we had a wonderful Christmas.
But....
New house??
New school??
It was hard, because I knew very little people. A lot of people made fun of me.
I got bigger...
Till I reached
PLUS SIZE
Great!!!!
I got to 5th grade.
People got to me more.
But.....
I had a amazing guy friend.
His name was....
Cayden....
It's summer now..
I'm going to do cyber school..
I won't see him next year. It really hurts with out him, I miss him....
So much.....
The first day we really talked, we promised to be best friends forever.
I was his friend that was a girl. He was my friend that was a boy.
I miss him..
Okay enough about him...
But depression is hard to deal with. It's not funny to make fun of someone who is depressed.
If you need a friend that comment me.
Just to make people happy I'm going to do a liquid diet.
I just want to look better. But if you can support me on this diet. That would be awsome!!
I will try to update again today✊🏻

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