FATE

chapter 6

The day of marriage.

unfortunately the day comes in my life when I am going to say my life's best day but guess what it's happened huh!!

I am holding my father's hands while walking toward my groom who was standing on stage, with a heavy heart and shaky legs i walked towards him I can feel sweat on my plan and forehead,

my mom already told me to not create any drama here because my parents know it very well I can do anything when I want to but maybe this time I can't do anything by myself how unlucky I am na,

but in this stage of life I am totally helpless  my life is so messed up I don't know what to do or not after all I am just an eighteenth year old girl. I try everything that I can do but always fall and now I am here all alone fighting with my own decision for not ending my life, I wish I would just disappear from here but it's not possible at all.

finally I stand in front of the man I am going to Marry now I just can't believe I am going to marry him he is not my type he is a force full groom to me  he is rude toward me can't anyone notice this of course they can but not my feelings! they just can't feel my feelings.

my own perents can't feel and everyone is saying after your marriage he will give you happyness huh!!
the man I properly don't know will give me happiness the man who doesn't feel any feelings toward me will give me happiness How funny just how funny my own life is,

this is supposed to be the happiest day for me but guess what life dose not go the way we want.....
suddenly the preiset start taking vows.

" do you Jeon jungkook take yn Khan as your lawful wedded wife " the priest said making me look at jungkook for the answer I know what he is going to answer then why I am hopping something else why I can't expect the truth? why?

" me Jeon Jungkook taking yn Khan as my lawful wedded wife with my heart " Jeon jungkook said making my hope break into pieces Then the priest asked me " do you yn Khan take Jeon jungkook as your lawful wedded husband " looking down toward my foot not caring every one's present I stay silent

I can hear my parents saying more than whispering from my back side like say yes I do I do but not caring any single thing I stay silent, suddenly I heard a soft smooth voice from the priest he is saying " what happened my child is something happened huh?? say I do " he said making me emotional I feel like crying while hugging him tightly.

my own father don't talk like thing in my whole life and here an known person talking with me soo sweetly caring for me.

suddenly I break my silence looking straight into my groom jungkook's eyes saying " me yn Khan taking my groom Jeon jungkook my lawful wedded husband " finally I said this with my srack voice making everyone clap in happiness and joyness.

" I'm proud of you my child " the priest said while pathing my head it's feel so good no one in this world ever path my head or said I am proud of you he is really so good

" now you may kiss the bride " the priest said making me grip my wadding dress in nurvesness like I don't do those things or jungkook is going to kiss me I can never think this in my dream eww it's not it's weird

it is for me!!

but he grabbed my left hand and place a kiss there thanks good for this now you can hear me properly maybe, i can see his emotionless face and I know he is like that so not caring any other thing I have to focus on my mf wadding

after greeting and receiving gifts and blessings from relatives and some business partners, now only our close relatives are present here everyone left a while ago. after standing at the stage both of us made our way toward the car

farrari you know!

I stand there my mom grasp my arm and show some fake murcy to me I know it's all is acting of her in my house they treat me like a trash and now she is acting like this wow how can someone do this

jungkook is talking with my dad and Mrs Jeon was looking at me with her adorable eyes I don't know why we are not in a blood relationship but I truly accep her my mother before this marriage

I can't tell anyone how I am feeling now I just want to jark my mother hands from my arms and disappear in air and never come

but it can't happen I can't do anything and one more time now I am helpless and no one here is for me to help I just can hope or pray from my God for my safety and nothing else unfortunately my life is already missedup

after talking for a while my dad hold my hand and give it to jungkook saying " she is my daughter please take care of her " jungkook just smile and nood his head in yes after loose the drip from my hands

i hug mrs.jeon and sit inside the car with jungkook
" sir can I start the car " the driver said recing a hmmed from jungkook. I know everyone was thinking why I don't cry and I can read it in there face because now I don't have any single year to left
and I am not a weak girl who cry over small thing

but what in my life is going is not small!!

jungkook stay silent in the car and about me I am an introvert plus I am not in a mood to talk plus I am not going to talk with him, he stop the car in front of his big ass mansion I immediately come out from it before Jungkook come.

~ to be continue ~