Jin was wide awake now .the sleepiness and tiredness from the office is completely vanished becoz of a certain bunny smile . So he decided to check some more files.
"Finally ....this job is sucking my energy."Jin mummered to himself .that's when he saw the pastry that was given by jungkook.so he decided to eat it.while going to take some spoon for it .a certain photo frame grabbed his attention
The picture has 6 boys.twin in the hands of their appa .hobi and namjoon is sitting besides jin.and there is 2 year old bunny boy who is showing his cutest smile in the jin's lap.he was stucked in that smile.
"OMO"!!!!!YOU SCARED ME HYUNG!!!!hobi lost half of his soul and he was struggling to catch the empty water bottle that sliped from his hand
"Hyung what are you doing without any light.you are going insane .you won't sleep in ni8 and wake up early it's not healthy. iam telling you.. and again you never listen to us...."hobi started his rap but stopped in between because he saw tears in his hyung's eyes and he is stand infront of happy family once they had
"Hyung.. what happened?"hobi asked in atmost soft voice
"Hoba ..do you think it's my mistake that we couldn't find hanuel after appa's death.if I would bit more mature he might be here right?"
"Hyung what are you speaking...when appa left us .you were a child .but you stand for us.in papers we had another name as the legal gardian but in reality it was you who take the responsibilty of a parent.you lost your childhood for us .you gave up the dream and passion for acting for our company.but you encourage me to follow my passion.hyung you sacrificed enough for us.we are very blessed to get a hyung like you.amidst all the issues I was happy that we got you as our hope"by this time hobi was crying mess
Jin hugged his younger brother"I was never alone you guys were also with me. And I'm sure you will do same for us.so go ....sleep it's almost morning ."
They both went for their respective room.not realising the entire conversation is heard by another person and it take huge impact in the person
It is taehyung.he had his usual nightmare.and he don't want to wake his twin brother from his sleep so he decide to went out side the room .only to see his hyung stuck in front of their family photo
This mere scene brings guilt in him.becoz he strongly believes he is the reason for their appa's death .haneul's missing and all their misery.and the following conversation hit him like a truck
(Taehyung thoughts):"it's becoz of me our family lost appa and hannie.its becoz me Jin hyung couldn't follow his passion .it's me causes all the issues and I live with every luxury..."he started to realise that he couldn't breath like normal.another burden that hyungs have to bear becoz him.he don't want to grab any attention for his panic attack.becoz he know this will cost their sleep.so he curled into small ball in the corner. which cause further escalation the panic attack
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lost brother (BTS)
Fanfiction"maybe there is a family that is waiting for you"yoongi's eye reflects the abandoned hope "seriously hyung!even if there is a family that once I was part of, that would probably forget me or there is no family that wants me so they just abandoned t...
