Don't know how to talk, about my thinking.
Can't stand the other boys, making fun of my thing.
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Now we gotta start to talk. The eyes will land on me. For the embarrassing shit, I did in Time. Can't find a dime. If I go and kill myself, will just be laughing or on the floor?
Couldn't make myself, couldn't make myself... new.
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something different, something you can't.
Something you can't see with closed eyes. Something... new
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Spot the difference on me and a the eyes that see and catch the way I hate myself.
Can't call everyone a bitch, just because you took my only friend. Looked at me like a joke to end.
I can't bend myself, for you.
To you, I'm just the worthless thing. You rub under your feet. To put eyes everywhere.
I don't want to bleed.
I don't to beat. Or touch your new doll. But don't make me fall. Too many eyes on me and my embarrassing fall.
Eyes everywhere.
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How am I supposed to laugh, when I just get laughed at? Embarrassing shit I do. Can be laughed at, but not for me. Oh not for the worthless time you give me. Couldn't make myself, Couldn't make myself.. new
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something different, something you can't.
Something you can't see with closed eyes. Something... new
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Spot the difference on me and a the eyes that see and catch the way I hate myself.
Can't call everyone a bitch, just because you took my only friend. Looked at me like a joke to end.
I can't bend myself, for you.
To you, I'm just the worthless thing. You rub under your feet. To put eyes everywhere.
I don't want to bleed.
I don't to beat. Or touch your new doll. But don't make me fall. Too many eyes on me and my peeling feeling
Eyes everywhere.
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Written just to, just to. Show some feelings, that I really felt. Not lying, with another laugh.
Cuz I want pause. Just for you to take photo. About how bad I embarrassed the eyes.
Are you a spy?
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something different, something you can't.
Something you can't see with closed eyes. Something... new
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Spot the difference on me and a the eyes that see and catch the way I hate myself.
Can't call everyone a bitch, just because you took my only friend. Looked at me like a joke to end.
I can't bend myself, for you.
To you, I'm just the worthless thing. You rub under your feet. To put eyes everywhere.
I don't want to bleed.
I don't do beat. Or touch your new doll. But don't make me fall. Too many eyes on me and my embarrassing fall.
Eyes everywhere.
Won't fall down to pupils. Cuz I won't smile, I won't smile. Just cry alone in a room.
To see a broom. My only friend option.
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