The wither rose.

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To start this off... yes. It's a Minecraft reference. Black rose = death
Why did I call it a wither rose? Because the wither brings death.
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ASHSWAG POV:
"Red? You can tell me anything you know that right?"
God why do I have to comfort people? I mean I'm not good at it...I just want to help him. No. My body wants to help him. I don't care. Why would I? Right?..

"I just...I don't know. I thought I was aroce but then I met..."

"you. Then I met you."
wtf. Why did I think that? I don't want him to like me. That's stupid and dumb. I can't even love. Romance is boring!

"Then I met him. I just- I don't want to love him...but I do want to love him- I just- it feels weird...is love supposed to feel like this? Like the need to be close to them?"

"I don't know red..but I'm here for you okay? If you're scared of your feelings I'd try and...uh...just try and ignore him..yeah. Ignore him. Maybe then you can stop thinking!"

This sucks. Why'd I say that? Why do I suck at comforting people? Red probably isn't getting any help from this. I just want to help him- wait..why tho? Why would I want to help him. I've only know him for like a week or smth. This is stuipd. He's stupid. He's making my brain feel weird. Stupid red flower. Flower.

"Wanna stay here and like- game or smth?"

"Yeah...sure I guess."
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Reddoons POV:

"Yeah...sure I guess."

Does he realize? No. I don't like him. I don't like him. I don't- why am I thinking? What's there to think? I've never live someone and this- this stupid fucker messed with my brain. He's perfect tho...his hair, eyes, personality, his- what am I thinking? I don't want to love him...no. I do. But I can't. I don't want to feel this way. It feels weird. And I hate it. It makes me sick. It makes me feel numb. Why does he even care about me? I'm a nobody.

"Nobody.."

"What's that?"
When did he get over there? Weirdo. My weirdo...no. Not mine. He's stupid. I hate him. But...maybe. Just maybe. It could turn out how I want. The one thing I wish for more in life is him. I don't care anymore. Let the rose torns prickle my skin. Let them tear it apart. He's my life. I can't get rid of him huh. He's just there. I can tell.

"Hey. Ash? Your advice sucked ass."
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3rd POV:

"Hey. Ash? Your advice sucked ass."
Red said in a joking manner.

"Okay well I tried!"
Ash said as he set up the controller.
"Anyway want to play Mario cart?"

"Hell yeah! I'll beat you! Again."

"Wanna bet on it?"

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"I'm sorry. I don't like you back...we could still be friends tho?"

"But...Ash- i though-"

"I'm sorry Red just...go home."

"Go home."
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"Beat you again!"
Red said happily. This was fun.

"I hate you."
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"I hate you. Why would I like a nobody?"

"Wait please- Ash I-"

"Go away freak."
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"I know you love me."
They both laughed.

"I give up! Tell me how you do it!"

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"Bye Ash...see you tomorrow."

"Bye."

Red walked away. He didn't want to look back. His thoughts full of stupid situations were he was rejected. He hates his brain. He hates this. The feeling of love.

He hates it.

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Sorry for such a short chapter >< I'm currently confused and don't know how to do this- I'm trying to make it seem like idk really. Just hoped you enjoyed :D

BYE!!!!

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