I'll Admire You From Afar

In the mind of Jiwoo

It's not like I'm shy, I've never had problems talking with people not have I been insecure about myself. There's just plenty of other things to worry, my top priority was to just rank well among my classmates.

However when I joined this school I wasn't really think much about what kind of students would be here, I especially wasn't expecting the pretty girl across the classroom—

Seol Yoon-A.

Quite a Tall girl, chestnut hair, loves to snack on peaches during lunch. Bare faced or makeup she looks stunning either way.

When I saw her on the first day I was hypnotized, it didn't last for too long though as I quickly realised she was seated far from me and I don't quite stand out either. I could try to talk to her but just her visuals made me nervous, would she ever want to talk to me first? What if I walk up to her and she has to pretend to like me just out of kindness. What if she was actually cold hearted like in the shows.

So I minded my own business, I didn't try to talk to her, though I did sneak a few glances but who isn't guilty of admiring a charming person?

A week had then passed and my anxious thoughts were proven wrong. She wasn't cold hearted, not at all. Just one week and I had already witnessed her give other new students directions, give notes to students who missed the first few days. Even buy a snack for someone who forgot their lunch money.

Now that I was aware of her kind nature I could talk to her? Or at least I thought. Somewhere deep in my subconscious I was still... Insecure.
I couldn't fathom the thought of me going up to her, she's just too perfect. How could I ever dear to walk up to her.

This is just a silly lil first thought, it won't be so dramatically written next chapter, trust🙏