Quarterbacks Lover

8

I felt like I should do a chapter about Felix to show how everything is going with him because of the situation at Hyunjin's house

Few Days Later
Felix's POV

So I've been at my parents house for a few days since the whole situation that happened at my house with Hyunjin and his brothers. It's just somethings I feel like I can't really say because I'll look like more of the bad guy than I already am.

"Okay I finally got you to sleep." I said to my son Seung because he was crying for about ten minutes straight and wouldn't fall asleep. So then I laid him down on the bed so that I can finally do something for myself.

"MOMMY!!" Aurora yelled as she came in my room and then Seung woke up crying. "I just put him to sleep." I said to myself and then I looked at Aurora . "Aurora I have told you many times about coming in this room and yelling for no reason." I said to her.

"I'm sorry mommy." she said to me as I picked up Seung. "No you're not sorry because if you were then you would listen to what I say because now I have to deal with your brothers crying again when I just put him to sleep." I said to her.

"I didn't mean to wake him up." she said to me. "But you did and it's because you won't listen so like I said before stop coming in this room yelling or let's change that stop yelling in the house in general." I said to her.

"Okay." she said to me and I noticed the tears in her eyes. "Aurora I'm sorry I'm just stressed out but I don't need to talk to you like that." I said to her. But she didn't say anything and just walked out the room.

"Seung come on stop crying just go back to sleep." I said to him as I was rocking him. But I knew he wasn't going to go back to sleep so easily. "Lee Felix is not helpless, Lee Felix is strong." I mumbled to myself as I was rocking Seung.

"Felix." my mom Hana said to me as she walked in the room but I ignored her and just focused on Seung. "Come on just go to sleep that's all you need to do." I said to Seung. "Felix just give him to me so I can help you." she said to me.

"No I can do this." I said to her as I felt the tears in my eyes because I knew I was stressing out and about to snap. "Felix you need help so just let me help." she said to me. "No Lee Felix is not helpless I am strong meaning I am strong enough to take care of my son." I said to her.

"I'm not saying your helpless or not strong but right now Seung can tell your stressed so just give him to me so I can help you put him to sleep." she said to me. And I knew she was right so I just gave her Seung.

"Shh just calm down everything is okay." she said to Seung as she was rocking him. "Have you fed him?" she asked me. "He won't eat I've been trying to breastfeed him for an hour but he doesn't want to eat." I said to her.

"He's burning up Felix so get a rag and wet it and I'll get him a change of clothes." she said to me. So then I went in the bathroom to get a wet rag.
"Alright give it to me and I'll wipe him down." she said to me.

So then after she wiped him down and changed his clothes she put him to sleep. "Thank you." I said to her as I took Seung from her and laid on the bed with him on my chest because I don't even have the motivation to do anything for myself anymore.

"Felix we need to talk." she said to me as she laid on the bed with us. "I don't want to talk mama." I said to her. "But we need to because I haven't heard you say that chant since you were a kid so what triggered you so badly to start saying it again." she said to me.

"It's nothing mama just stress." I said to her. "Felix it has to be more than just stress is this about Hyunjin and what his brother Jake said to you." she said to me and I didn't say anything.