Quarterbacks Lover

18

Few Months Later
Wooyoung's POV

"Wooyoung are you sure you don't want to just go to the hospital already?" my mom asked me. "I'm fine for right now my contractions are only 15 minutes apart." I said to her.

"Okay but just let me know when you want to go or at least when you feel as if something isn't right." she said to me. "Don't worry I will but can you help me get some stuff around the house together because I was not expecting to most likely go into labor today." I said to her.

"Of course what do you need help with?" she asked me. "I need to clean up Harmony's room because she's with Kayla today and I don't want her to come back home to a messy room if I go into labor today." I said to her.

"Okay come on let's go and clean her room." she said to me. So then me and my mom both walked upstairs to Harmony's room. "For a six year old she surely is messy even you and your brothers weren't this messy." my mom said to me as we walked in Harmony's room.

"She usually isn't this messy she's been having Aurora over alot more and they both act like they can't pick up after themselves but I don't fuss at them so it's fine." I said to her as I sat on the floor to rearrange all the toys that were in the wrong spot.

"Well what do you want me to do?" she asked me. "Can you fold the clothes that are on the bed I've been meaning to do that but I just don't have the energy for it." I said to her. "I can do that." she said to me.

And then she started folding the clothes on the bed. "Wooyoung." my mom said to me. "Yes?" I asked her. "Are you going to talk about what you've been avoiding talking about for months?" she asked me.

"I don't know what you're talking about mama." I said to her. "Wooyoung come on I think you've been avoiding this talk for too long you won't even talk to Kayla, Felix, Jessica or even Melody about it and they are your closest friends." she said to me.

"I just don't want to put any stress on me or Honor so I decided it's best for me not to talk about it." I said to her. "I understand that but you bottling up your feelings also isn't a good thing so please can you just talk to me." she said to me.

"Why do you want me to talk about it so much?" I asked her. "Because even though you keep saying you're not bothered or hurt I know that's a lie." she said to me. "If I talk about it will you not bring it up again?" I asked her.

"I promise." she said to me and I took a deep breath. "I guess I'm not hurt about the fact that he's getting married to Trevor but more hurt about the fact that they have been together shorter than me and Joe have ever been and with Trevor he didn't mind proposing but with me he had all the excuses in the world." I said to her.

"Then why didn't you ask him why he was so quick to propose Trevor but not you?" she asked me. "Because I felt like I was going to get an answer I'm not ready for an answer that would make me feel like I need to change myself." I said to her.

"Can I be honest with you?" she asked me. "Yes." I said to her as I got off the floor to put the clothes that she did fold into the right places. "I think that ever since me and your dad got divorced you started feeling like if you don't get married then your entire world will fall apart." she said to me.

And I looked at her to continue. "I only say this because with every boy you ever dated after me and your dad got divorced you fell in love so fast that in the end you were doubting yourself when you broke up and you're doing the same thing with Joe." she said to me.

"Mama I don't understand what you're saying." she said to me. "I'm saying that just because you and Joe didn't get married doesn't mean there's something wrong with you but you also don't need to fall in love so easily fearing that if you don't love someone a lot and show them that they will leave you." she said to me.