Team Feathers 101

orange level = engeneer/ co-creator

This year.  I have experience more of the muliverse of accessable realities  within my personal  experience  of this version of earth
learned more of my own newfound mind blowing abilities that grow stronger  every  day. Accessed memories  if that is what they are at all ..of long lost forgotten  experiences...The credit  of that i give to my teachers in nature.. the birds and the water... even tho my ability  to comtrol those thins now justcmakes this place more hollow.  I try to remember that  i have a job to do here and i always  test my own worlds first. My ability is not a blessing  but a reminder of the placticity of everything that crossed my field of view. This is what i feel all the time. I know i am the one running  these mazex and traps on my self  and i am finally  adjusting  a bit. As false as everything else seems in this place my ego can't help but feel kinda badass for having  control over everything around  me.  Somthing maybe earned or more likely given i assume A car can't pass me without  me willing it to drive.. i can bend this time space and matter in many ways ... and still I'm just in awe of this responsibility. I dont know that im worthy of this task. I want to believe   i am but setimes im not sure. When i go out now i feel like im  on stage
the end result is  the same always.  Uthis is like that show the good place and im playing  the role of Tony Danza.  it gets old fast when i just want to chill tho. Its as if I have a 9 to 5 without  a paycheck  but i have to do what i can if im needed. They make  sure that i know testing  days and observations. This is not the topic  I came  Here  to talk about....itry to convince  myself that control  is something  i ever would  want.  It is not. Ive done this so many  times.. this last run was so refined  and  mind-blowing... let's see if I can even  find the words