Witt Parkinson

This Night

That Same Night. I wake up,
I stared at my clock and its 8,
A loud bang shook the house and i heard things being thrown.

Is a Earthquake going on?

I thought too myself, but then i heard Dave...

"Who the f*** drank all my beer!"

"Hunny you drank it all..!"

"Your calling me a drunk!?"

"No baby... its just "

*Slap*

In that moment the Flame grew in me and the volcano needed to errupt,
I ran downstairs seeing my mother on the floor, pictures hanging with cracks in them and glass everywhere.

"How dare you!"

I ran towards him and grabbed him by his shirt, and punched him.

"Witt stop!"

My Mother was always a peaceful person but this moment wasn't the time.

"You think your big now kid!?"

He threw me too the floor and started punching me,
I pushed him off and barraged him with punches, not stoping untill i see blood,
The tears were riding my cheeks down on too his face.

"Your s***!, you hurt me, you hurt her your a worthless peace of c***, how dare you, you dont do s*** but get drunk off your a**, ill kill you!!"

"Witt stop!"

My mother grabbed me and threw me to the other side of the living room.

"Ill kill you!"

Wow.... what the f*** am i saying.

"Your a** is mines kid!,

He grabbed himself and walked out the house and took off.

*bang*
When the door slammed.

"Mom..."

"Go to your room witt..."

"But mom he!"

"WITT GO TO YOUR F****** ROOM!"

And i starred at her with rage seeing her widdle herself too nothing.
And i blurted out...

"Why do you care so much! About him more then me!"

And i stormed up to my room and slammed my door.
I destroyed my room, tearing down my planets, and posters and everything that reminded me of me.

"Why me.."
"Why me.."
Why me!"

It feels like everything and everyone is against me, im worthless.

I stood in front of my window, opened it and sat on the roof looking at the floor, and looking at the night sky.

"Why is it always me..."

I said too myself dreaming of ending it all, with the floor right their and my death being eternal...something stopped me,
My Mother being alone..
I cant.

"Excuses.."
"Excuses ... dont work"

I need to end it

I call out desperate, and nobody listens,

I feel like smoke fills the air, and im struggling too breathe.

I need it..to end.

I stand up...looking down at the floor,

I leaped as the wind flows past my ears, and the whispers tell me

Goodbye.

As my body hits the pavement the lights go out, and i can hear the front door open and my mothers tears clean my face,
the rush of an ambulance lights pierce my eyes,
Alot of commotion surrounded me, realizing nobody cares untill its too late.