Oneshots (SKZ)

Enemies to Lovers(Felix)-2

Why did I live through it?

Why did I ever love?

Why am I still here? Why was I spared?

What do I want?

Is this life? No it's a nightmare...a terrible nightmare. I have to wake up now... But I can't, I can't escape reality. It looks so real, I do not want this to happen.

When did things become so difficult?

It was him. The very cause of my misery and sufferance throughout all these years. Before, I somehow managed to live through it, through their deaths, but now? How will I go on? How will I face reality? In just one day, the love of my life became my worst enemy.

"Lee Nan-gong" I whispered.

"Yes," Felix said with little excitement. "That's Dad...And that lady beside him is my 'mother'."

"Be nice."

"Yes...dad", he said in a low voice.

"You must be Y/N! Felix talks a lot about you!" his mother said.

I smiled while trying my best to hide the shock in my face.

She commented, "You're so cute! No wonder Felix likes you so much dear."

"Yeah, I-I like him too", I said, smiling nervously.

I was too shocked to continue further and to fill up the awkward silence his 'mother' with a sweet tone, started the conversation. She asked me about my family, their whereabouts, and to not be suspicious I told them the same thing that I had told Felix earlier, that they had disowned me. It hurt a lot to say such a thing about my family which loved me dearly, but I had to. I had lost their love a long time back and now the only thing that matters to me is revenge.

We conversed for quite a while and I kept a close eye on Lee Nan-gong. I observed his every move, expression, passion and everything else that was evident on his face. I stared at him more than I usually stare at his son. He looked quite uncomfortable while Felix seemed jealous yet protective.

I came home and sat down on the bed, exhausted. I seemed to be losing my mind. How could a good person like Felix have such a heartless father? What if the plant is as rotten as the root? Such thoughts troubled me all night and I could not sleep. Now the biggest question was how to execute my plan.

I decided that I should inform Rebecca. She knew about our relationship, but neither of us thought that things would turn out like this.

Rebecca asked me to take advantage of the situation, to use Felix to get appointed as his father's personal assassin. It was not a bad idea, but I was not sure if I could bring myself to use Felix. Nonetheless, I decided that it would be more convenient.

The next day when we met, I told Felix that I needed money as less people are hiring me now and I have nothing to do. I asked him if I could work under his father. I agreed to do whatever he would ask me to. Felix looked sad. It seemed that he really had nothing to do with his father's mafia business, and I felt that he was trying his best to stay away from all that. He still agreed to help me. Everything went according to plan.

It's been a few months since I was hired as Lee Nan-gong's personal assassin. Felix and I started getting closer. As our love grew everyday, so did my desire to destroy Nan-gong, seeing how badly he treats Felix. I had planned to kill all his family members at first, but after discovering the truth and observing that he is not at all interested in his family, I decided that it would be best to just kill him.

I made a new plan. Felix does not seem to like his father at all, neither does Nan-gong like him. He is always rude to Felix. I hope that if I kill Nan-gong, it will not break my little chick.