Today our rehearsal lasts longer than I thought. It's better to call it a night rehearsal rather than an evening rehearsal. I'm so tired, but there is someone here who is waiting for me to have dinner together and take me home, It's already eight o'clock in the evening, but I don't think we'll be done anytime soon.
"You'll break your neck like that." says Ming, who is as tired as I am, but he still has the strength to make me laugh.
"Turn your head over here. He won't disappear."
"God, he hasn't eaten yet," I say softly.
"You are so strange, you care about others more than yourself. And P'Pha is also strange, if he's hungry, why not go and eat. Instead he waits for you, So funny. "
Yes, why doesn't he go eat without me?
"Go and ask him. I don't think we'll be done anytime soon. We'll be here at least until 10-11 pm."
"Should I talk to him?" I say, pointing my finger at myself.
"Well of course it needs to be you and not me. Obviously this is your problem."
I swallow nervously. To be honest, I'm a pretty brave person, but as soon as I look at the table where P'Pha is sitting, for no reason at all I start to feel awkward. Crap!
Communicating with the P'Pha is the most difficult, but no matter what, I must do it.
To hell with it! Come what may.
During a short break, I approach the gang of doctors and all of last year's Moons who are sitting together. They are all sitting and chatting animatedly, exactly until the moment I approach, and silence hangs over the table. Crap! How I hate situations like this.
"Who are you looking for?" asks P'Kit. Why did P start the conversation? P, you have to support me.
"Now you can choose, but only one person." Last year's Moon of the faculty, whom I don't know, looks at me and then plays with his eyebrows. That's it! I told you they keep staring at me. Crap! And now, everyone at this table seems to be trying to drill a hole in me with their gaze. Believe me, no matter how famous and attractive you are, if you were in my place now, you wouldn't be able to do anything while such handsome men are looking at you.
I shouldn't have come here....
"Have you decided who you'll choose? I'm waiting."
"How can you tease a guy?"
"But he's so cute."
"I'll tell your girlfriend about this.
It seems to me that I shrank a couple of centimeters while they teased me so.
"cutely and perky."
"P'Pha," I say quietly, but at the same time enough so that everyone at the table can hear me. As soon as they heard this, they teased me even more.
"Damn, P'Pha God..."
"Yes, how can the Moon of the Faculty of Agriculture compete with the Moon of the University?!"
"Yo, you broke my heart...."
"All of you...be quiet." As soon as P'Pha finishes his sentence, everyone becomes quiet, but continues to smile. Just let me die. I just went over to talk to him, but I feel like I was shot at until I received multiple wounds all over my body. I'm embarrassed. What's up, I'm incredibly ashamed!
