Never again

Drugs pills and abused

I asked Marty (a girl in the house) what happened last night. She sat there for a minute and finally said. "Last night he threw you down the stairs". I was shocked and went to him to yell at him for doing it. I walked into the room where he was and there he was sleeping. I through a pillow at him and started screaming and saying how I could have gotten hurt or even killed! He grabbed me by my neck and throw me at the wall. I stared crying and he just walked away I crawled back to my room and cried. The thing I regretted the most is after that happened I went back to him. It was stupid I know but when you love someone you go through pain... It has been about a month since I've been gone and on Facebook my little sister always messages me (she's 12) and asks me how I'm doing and tells me how mom and Ron says I ran away with some low life's to do drugs but she doesn't believe them. I almost started crying all I could say was I love you Cassidy. Never do drugs or drink be a smart girl. Then I got off and went into the "drug room" aka the living room. I was use to everyone and everything. I started snorting somthing when my friend Kenzie walked in. She came over to me and hugged me saying everyone misses me and shit.. She then asked if I wanted to go for a ride with her. I said sure. When we were driving around outta know where she asked how much drugs I do a day. Surprised I said no much. She then saw the glass cuts and bruises on my arms legs and neck she asked what happened. I told her what he did and she was surprised. She said I needed help before this went to far...