FRIDAY, SEPTEMBER 6
YAZMARI KALA MOORELOCATION: SAN FRANCISCO
5:30 pmYaz was walking around walmart as she was making groceries for her new house, "Mommy!" Kieran spoke causing her to look at him. "Yes baby?" She asked, and he started pointing at some chips. Yazmari nodded before walking over to the chips, and tried to grab them from off the shelf.
She huffed loudly, before feeling a presence behind her. The person grabbed the chips for her, handing them to her after. "Thank you so much." She smiled, and looked up to see a lightskin man, with a taper, and his eyes hung low and red. "It ain't a problem ma." His unknown accent rolled off his tongue.
Yaz curiosity took over, "Where you from?" She asked him. "I'm from florida, why?" He spoke. "Cause I never heard your accent before." She laughed, "How many months you is?" He blurted. Yaz twisted her lips to the side, "4, going on 5 next month." She told him.
He hummed before smiling, "I can get yo number?" He questioned. Yaz thought about it for a while, before nodding her head and exchanging numbers with him. They said they good byes, and Yaz walked off with a smile on her face.
TIME SKIP
THREE HOURS LATERYaz answered the phone for Kentrell, making her look down at the phone seeing him in the studio with his girlfriend in the background. "Yes Kentrell?" She spoke, getting a text from the boy she met who name was Horace . "When you want me to come and get Kieran?" He questioned.
Yaz scrunched her face up. He just recently ignored Yaz after she told him that she was moving to san francisco, he was posted up on instagram wit his girlfriend, he doesn't even notice Kieran anymore. She was beyond hurt and mad at the same exact time.
She felt that Kentrell let his bitterness take over. "Um you ignored me for two weeks then call me out the blue asking for Kieran? and you have the bitch you been posted up with for over the past two weeks in the background cheesing, I don't know Kentrell, when can you get Kieran?" She started.
"I- shut the fuck up, Desean, Ian done. You let your bitterness take over so bad that you couldn't text or call me about your son, you let your bitterness take over that you couldn't even send me a dime to provide for your son ? You so fucking self centered, I really wish I wasn't pregnant with your kid Kentrell." She cut him off.
"Who she calling a bitch, Kentrell?" She heard in the background, "I'm calling you a bitch, you literally only with him for the views, let's not take it there hoe, stay out our business please." Yaz quickly responded. "I'll text you Yaz.." Kentrell said, she chuckled before hanging up the phone.
Horace.
Horace.
Wassup li' one, wyd right now?
8:50 pmYazmari
Ian doing nothing , Why? what do you need?
8:55 pmHorace .
You concerned about me? I feel special, I'm finna call you, you better answer the phone.
8:59 pmEND OF CONVERSATION
Yaz shook her head, before answering the phone on the 4th ring for him. His face was in the camera, as he drove around, Yaz quietly admired his face complexion. She noticed he wasn't high right now so he his eyes naturally had an emotionless look in them and they hung low.
"You can take a screenshot if you want to ma, you know that right?" He said, smiling flashing his grills in the camera. "You not that cute to be in my phone, sorry." She joked. "What made you move down here, Yaz?" He asked. Yazmari sighed before speaking, "I'm from baton rouge, my life was a mess down there. From getting pregnant at 18, falling out with my baby dad, and into having a i want to be with you but not now relationship." She started.
"Um, three months ago my baby dad of my son and the one I'm carrying right now had got shot. We stopped talking, but everything had got worse over them three months. My brother, best friend, and my male cousins were all shoot. I just needed a new start, sooo.. this my new start." Yaz finished. He hummed softly, and the two began to talking about anything and everything.
ONE MONTH LATER
Yaz huffed as somebody was knocking on the door. She wasn't expecting nobody to come today, so she was very annoyed at the fact somebody knocking on her door, she walked to her front door before opening it seeing Kentrell. He walked inside and Yazmari walked back to let him inside, as he closed the door and locked it.
"You playing with me Yaz?" He questioned her, leaning back onto the wall staring down at her. Yaz rolled her eyes at him. "How am I playing with you? you literally neglected yo kid Kentrell, just st- Dude, Ian neglect my kid." Kentrell cut her off, and started walking towards her.
"I'm sorry it seemed like I ignored you for two weeks ma, I swear. I been so focused on this rap shit that I was disconnected from my real life." He spoke sincerely, grabbing Yaz face making her look at him. "You have a girl friend, Kentrell.." Yaz mumbled. "She ain't my girl, found out she was fucking with the opps onna low." Kentrell said, Yaz sighed softly.
She didn't want the cycle with her and Kentrell to start over again. She felt tired, mentally, and physically tired. Yaz thought she had a perfect love life, but sometimes or all the times it gets to exhausting for her to carry it on her shoulders. She needed somebody to love and comfort her, she needed somebody to be by her side even during her worst side.
Kentrell was all that for Yaz, but he couldn't seem to find out a way to show her love the correct way. "I'm so tired Kentrell, this your last chance.. please get your act together." She said looking up at him. He nodded his head, pulling her into a hug.
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nothing to say, good bye .
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