Burn

The Beginning.

Kiara's pov

Last.

The Last everything.

The Last kiss, Last "I love you," Last time for everything.

The Last memories we ever spent together.

They've stayed on repeat in my mind for nearly a year now.

I'm trying so hard to cling onto who I was.  Mother, wife, crime lord.

It's all gone now.

It is like the roles are reversed and Colby was the one who left me this time.

The Last memories I have of him are the ones of us falling together.

The Last time I ever saw the blue eyes that made my heart flutter and made everything seem like everything was okay.

My world was falling apart.  I woke up in that field alone with nobody.  

Colby was gone.

I loved him with everything I was.  I still love him but I lost that person, that woman, who loved him with everything I had.

I tried my best to save him and in the end I was the one who got fucked over.

I thought love was enough but that was hardly it.

I went through heartbreaks repeatedly over the same man and I'm over that now.

Our sweet baby girl Gabby is all gone now.

Everything I ever knew and loved about my life in California was merely a memory now.

And it's all his fault.

Or is it? 

Did we let our love get the best of us?  Or was it our pride?

The white fence that held our family together was painted black and red.

Bloody and dark.

The last time I ever saw him was the scariest and heart wrenching thing I've ever been through.

Between the shooting, almost being killed, and my fair share of what I've seen being in two different gangs.

It's hard to watch everything and everyone you've ever known and loved burn to the ground.