TRAVEL BACK IN A YEAR

A BIG MISTAKE

MARION

Week already pass since that day, we both become close and sometimes i don't understand him.

It's complicated

Liarna become more and more apart from me, she acted cold towards me since that day

Flashbacks............

I was cooking for lunch when i remember i didn't ask Devin what he wanted for lunch so i decied to walk upstairs and go to he's personal office to ask him. As i approach the door i heard a sudden voice. It's Liarna's

I listen, because that's what i am chismosa

"Why Devin? Why her?! Why can't you see me! I've been with you eversince then, I've been always by your side!..... Why can't you love me Devin? Why!? You know that i always love you! I tell you that years ago before you even married to Stella-"Liarna

"Stop! Don't you ever dare to speak her name!" Devin with he's angry tone

"Why!? I let you and Stella got married even though i told you that i already have feelings for you! We are the first to know each other! But you choose her over me! Then now!? You choose another woman over me! And did you even forget Stella!" Liarna

" Stop! This nonsense Liarna" Devin

"You always invalidate my feelings Devin"Liarna

And i heard her walk through the door

I quickly back away, and the door swung open revealing me, listening to thier conversation.

Devin seems to be shock, and avoid my gaze, Liarna look at me angerly and walk away

End of flashback.......

I was brought back by the reality when i smell something is already burning.

Oh no

I quickly put the pan away from the fire and quickly get water and pour it into the burning pan, well that's unlucky. Now i have to repeat it again, this is such a headache.

Minute after i already cook it i ready the other things.

I waited.... And waited..... But Devin seems not to be come here. He always does this.

Keeping my temper i started to clean up the meal I've ready. This is all wasted

Going upstairs and going into he's personal office seems very a very very bad idea.

I wish i never been in here, i wish i i was numb

Opening the office door make my heart broke into thousand pieces, and watching and seeing them makes me regret everything.

Liarna sitting in Devin lap while him topless.

Both of them fucking making out in he's office behind my back.

Froze in my own tracks

They realized that i am here standing, but instead they stop, they didn't, he continue thier kisses. Not minding me standing here. He's like acting that i am not here, like i was invisible.

My chest hurt like fuck

I cannot hold my tears and quickly walk away, running outside the house.

But then i was close to the front door, strong arms pull me from behind enough to give me a hug from behind.

"Sorry" he whisper in my ear

I force to get out from he's strong embrace.

"Fuck!" I yell

"Fucking let go off me!" Once again

He did let me go, and i face him angerly i slap him hard, very hard to make him feel what i fucking felt when i saw them together kissing, making out! Infront of me like i was nothing, like i was fucking invisible

"Sorry" he then repeat again

"Why are you doing this to me Devin, why the fuck are you doing this to me! Fucking playing with my feelings!...."*Sob*, I can't believe this "..... You told me you fucking love me?! But why!? Devin why!"

" I'm sorry " Devin

" Im done, I'm fucking out in here" he hold my hand and try to pull me back, he's eyes are begging

" Stop! Don't touch me! Your too complicated to understand Devin... "I take a large breath " Do you still love her? Do you still love Stella?" I ask, making him look at me mad

" Don't you dare say her name Marion! "He roar in me

I clunch my hand, i didn't expect laugh will let out of me

" HAHA this is shit!, if you still love her why did you even tell me that you love me? You're complicated to understand"i said

I walk away from him, out of the house, far away from him.

I feel a deep regret loving him, why do i listen to this fucking heart again? Look where we are again? First Jay cheat on me, now him!

I feel a big disgust im my self. I regret loving him, my great great grandfather, i am such a big idiot. Once my family know this, they will be disgusted by me.

I make out and love my own great greatgrandfather.

This is such a big mistake