A miracle that changed my life✨ (I.N ff)

Chapter 1

Surrounded by hundreds of people (maybe even thousands) in a massive concert hall, I, Hoshino Ayame, was standing with my best friend, Aikawa Hana.

People were talking with each other, it was pretty dark and Hana was telling me how excited she was to see her all time favourite group, Stray Kids for the very first time irl.

She looked at her watch and said excitingly "it's still 5 minutes until they show up. I can't wait!!!!" I wasn't really excited to see them since I don't stan them much. My bestie forced me to come here because she was too nervous to come alone. And now I'm stuck in this crowded place.

As we chatted shit, the lights suddenly went on. I looked around myself and was super thrilled. The whole audience held their lightsticks which made an amazing and beautiful atmosphere. Maybe it wasn't that bad coming here.

All of a sudden, the fans went wild like animals from a jungle. Screams everywhere all around me. My ears hurt so much that I thought I might become deaf.

When I looked in front of me, in the blink of an eye, the group appeared on the humongous stage. What was their name again? Ahh, Stray Kids right?

Man, they were dressed in various outfits. They applied make-up and wore jewellery but I guess that's pretty normal for K-pop idols or so did Hana say to me once.

Oh, did I forget to mention? Hana and me stood in the first row so we could see pretty clearly.

One by one I counted the members. They were eight of them. I remember Hana telling me the names with their faces multiple times but I have a bad memory so I couldn't memorize any of them. And besides I was never interested in Kpop, nor am I. I don't hate them but I don't like them either. It's neutral.

As I looked at every member step by step, one had really made my heart race. He had such a damn cute face, his eyes were so bright, his hair looked so silky and like every other member he wore make-up and jewellery. But surprisingly it suited him perfectly. The others looked nice as well but this man was just on a whole other level.

I turned to Hana and tried to ask her who that was but to my luck the crowd was extremely loud that even though I spoke my words she couldn't hear a single thing.

I tried to speak louder and louder and finally she understood what I said. "Oh him, he's I.N, the Maknae, as in the youngest of the group. Why, are you interested in him?" I replied with a "oh" but didn't answer her question because I wasn't sure yet.

The performance had already started but I was too damn focused on that one person. He looked so attractive. How can a human look so good???? How??

Only until my bestie asked me if I liked the concert and if I was enjoying it, did I get out of my deep thoughts.

"What? Ah, yeah I guess." "Daijoubu (are you okay), Ayame-chan?" "Yes, yes I'm doing good." She looked at me with a raised eyebrow but I ignored her.

The group danced and sung to many of their songs. The fans cheered their whole souls out. Probably people miles away from the hall could hear them, who knows. Hana was also super energetic today, my god.

Finally it was break time so the idols went back in. I'm assuming to change their outfits.

Meanwhile Hana talked so much about how she felt but I was too concentrated in I.N. I mean isn't he just too AMAZING??????

I guess I'm talking a little too much about him, ain't I? Sorry.. but I just can't stop!

Stray Kids prepared a nice little game for us during the break. It was pretty fun. Lots of stays participated in it. I can't exactly explain how it went, sorry!

Anyways after 30 minutes the performance continued. Yet again I was too focused on that man. Is this love at first sight or just something else? I mean he's a world famous idol and I'm just a simple girl in college. We could never be together.

"Omg, YES, it's FAM", Hana shouted like crazy. The whole concert hall shouted like crazy. Is the song that famous?

While everybody sung the song, I was only mesmerized by that cute face. Sure, I also heard the melody and the lyrics a little, but the way I.N acted was just way too- 😻!!!!

While the song was still playing, the members were coming towards us audience, one by one. When I.N came towards Hana and me, I couldn't move a muscle. Instead I analysed him from top to bottom. Not only was his face perfect but his body too. Those broad shoulders, those big muscles, those veins showing off on his arms and hands. Every little detail about him was just- WOW!

I could only move once my bestie touched me on my shoulder. "Could it be that you are crushing on I.N?", she looked at me mischievously. "Umm, n-no..". I focused my point on another member so that it wouldn't be that obvious. I don't know his name though.

Hana looked towards me again and followed my gaze to the idol I was staring at. "He's Felix, an Aussie. Let me tell you, I love his deep voice, especially in God's Menu and Megaverse!! He's my bias btw." "B- what?" "Bias, it means your favourite person from a group.", she cleared the term for me. "Haven't I told this to you before?" she asked. "I guess. I don't remember. Shouldn't you know as my best friend that I don't have a very good memory unlike other people?" Hana didn't reply but just nodded.

For the next few hours we didn't talk at all. My best friend was enjoying the performance af and I was viewing I.N once again.

After the group gave us a closing performance, everybody started to leave the hall. Hana and me too, of course. I was finally relieved to get out of this place, as it was too loud for me but at the same time I was super sad because I had the feeling that I would never be able to see him again. In photos, it's possible but in real life? I don't think so.

So I looked behind me for just one more time to see if he was still there. But no luck, the group had already left the stage.

Right after we both came back to my home, I immediately passed out. (We live next to each other but Hana slept over at my house.) I was so tired that I couldn't even change my clothes.