A miracle that changed my life✨ (I.N ff)

Chapter 4

The man who was guiding us the way slowly opened the door and... I could see the world famous group, Stray Kids who were sitting there on the sofas and were probably waiting for us.

"1,2,3,4,5,6,7" I counted each member from left to right carefully. There were only seven. But there are eight members in this group. I.N wasn't there. Where is he though? Busy? Outside? Gone for a second maybe?

I wanted to ask Himari onee-chan where he might be but in the end I hesitated. Hana already figured out that I'm crushing on him without me telling her so what if onee-chan does too?

I took a deep breath and decided to wait. I looked towards my bestie who had completely frozen. Not a single muscle could move. When I looked closely she had goosebumps on her skin. No wonder. After all, she was the most excited among the both of us.

I poked her on her shoulder gently. Finally she could move again. "Doing good or wanna go back?" I whispered to her. She shook her head. Hana was so stiff that even a word couldn't come off her mouth.

At the same moment I heard footsteps coming. I so hope that was I.N. I looked to the door to peek who it was but I couldn't see.

The next second a person was entering. White shoes, blue baggy jeans, a grey hoodie and the cutest face I've ever seen. The man of my dreams! He wore a casual look just like every other member.

The man was going towards his members and taking a seat. Has he even noticed that he has guests visiting him?

Few seconds later I saw Onee-chan coming in. "Shall we start with the introductions?" she asked. I don't know the members but Hana knows every little life detail about them. So she rose an eyebrow while looking to her sis. Himari onee-chan looked back at her "because the idols don't know about you yet. They only know your names" she explained.

So he knows my name??? I.N knows my name??? Just the thought made my heart spin like a merry-go-round.

Soon we started with the introduction. Every member asked a separate question like what are your hobbies, favourite animals, food, etc. We were so damn nervous, especially Hana but they made us feel comfortable with their encouraging words.

The whole time I avoided looking at I.N so it doesn't seem like I have a secret crush on him.

After the intros were finished we were told to wait outside so that the idols could have time changing their outfits in separate dressing rooms before having their make-up done.

A few minutes later they let us in again. While me, Hana and seven other members (including I.N) were sitting on the couch, onee-chan was applying makeup on a member. He looked really muscular and strong.

Next to me a cute puppy-like man was sitting and next to him I.N. My bestie was still as a rock because her bias was next to her. And next to him a beautiful man was visible. As the couch wasn't enough for all people the other three members were sitting on the opposite one.

For a long while there was only silence between us. No words were spoken. Now and then I quietly looked to I.N, hoping he won't notice me for now.

Each member had their turn one after another. The waiter brought us some snacks and drinks during the waiting hours.

As I looked towards Hana's sis, I observed how she was putting makeup on the idol. Currently the one sitting had hamster cheeks and a thin body. Am I the only one who is noticing that or is that pretty known?

I took out my phone to see the time and if there were any important messages. "Are you bored?" the man next to me asked. At last the silence has been broken. Now everyone was staring at me. Even I.N. I.N finally looked at me!!! After I don't know how many hours the man I love, finally looked at me.

I ignored every stare and looked back at him. Deep inside I hoped that he'll somehow understand that I have feelings for him. Not as a fan, which I wasn't from the start, but as a human. What the others in this room thought about this situation absolutely didn't matter to me.

Realising that we were having serious eye contact, he quickly turned away. I couldn't see but I bet he was blushing. It was soo damn cute, the way he acted I mean.

Now I really hoped that the others were oblivious about my love for him. Just imagine your crush's whole friend group finds out about your secret. I don't know about other people but I'd definitely be ashamed and embarrassed of that. I only want them to know after I confessed to him. I wonder if I'll even have the courage to do so.

In the meantime, it was quiet again. All the members had their make-up and hair done. Was it already time to say goodbye? But I don't want to. I want to be here forever. Under the same roof as I.N.

We shook our hands with every member before leaving. Except I couldn't shake my hand with I.N. He did it with my bsf but when I held my hand to him he completely ignored it. Instead he moved back a step and bowed. I had no other choice but to do the same. (Sorry if I'm making Innie a bit too rude but don't worry that will change!) Does he hate me? Have I not made a good first impression?

We were guided back to the entrance. Onee-chan came along with us. "Here are two tickets for the upcoming concert in two weeks. Bang Chan, the leader suggested me giving it to you both because he said that he finds you really kind and friendly." Hana screamed as heck. "Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god!!!! Thanks soooooooo much sis, you're the best!!!" She gave her a kiss on the cheek. "No problem but it was Bang Chan who said so. I'm just delivering. Anyways have a safe trip back home. Luv you both!" We departed our ways after saying our goodbyes.

From the inside I could feel that my heart was actually bursting. How much luck do I have to meet him this often?