Kasalukuyan
Leh, tawag sken ni trisha Ano tulala tayo? Bii kape iniinom mo ha, dapat gising kaluluwa mo, Tinanong ka lang jan e, natulala ka na!
Sorry pagod lang siguro!
Ano na yung tanong ko!
Ah wala, Wala lang akong time, Self love!
Walang hiyang self-love yan, nasobrahan!
Kwento ka naman.
Wala nga, Walang ganun!
Hindi pa rin ako handa, nandito pa rin ang sakit, Nandito at never nawala!
Leh, I planning work abroad!
Huh?
Yes oo maganda sahod naten dito but I knew I can do more, I can earn more in US, Do you want to go with me?
Trisha? Can't believe sya lang kaclose ko sa office, Sya lang kaya kung pakisamahan, I can't trust to anyone except to her.
No pressure, If you are not willing, I can go with my boyfriend, Sayang din kasi ang opportinidad e.
Kung gusto sumamaa, inform me ha.
Tara na, Don't take it serious , I just told you lang, Alam mo naman ikaw ang favorite person sa office e. and I knew also na ako favorite mo, Nagchat na sa akin Paolo susunduin nya daw ako. Sabay ka na,
Oh sige para tipid sa pamasahe.. I joked
Wala yun, Soon tayo naman magkakaron ng car.
I like her being positive in life, That's why Kaibigan ko sya
Hindi ako nakatulog, Naalala ko ulit sya, Lumakas na naman tibok ng puso ko ng maalala ko siya!
I searched his name sa facebook!
And i Found it, Friend ko pala sya. Never namen blinock ang isa't-isa
This is the time I don't care if what his status in life, Single, Live-in, Married, Anything basta i want to let it go!
7 1/2 years i kept it alone. Wala akong balak agawin sya. I need answer! Why! na pinagkait nya sken!
Can we meet?
Matagal nya bago iseen but I decided!
After an hour
Okay! Where?
I sent exact location
I wear white T-shirt and Jeans only i put a little make-up
Hi Leh! How are you? he asked
Tinitigan ko sya, Sya pa rin, Sya pa rin ang mahal ko,
I set firts, I'm going fine, How about you!
I'm fine, he answered!
Leh? Why you want to talk to me?
Yes, Coz i want give myself answer that you never give to me, Since we broke up! I said
Leh its already past, We already move-on! I don't have any update from you since we broke-up.
Why ? Because you never try to reach-out me?
Bakit after ng broke up naten, hindi mo manalang ako kinamusta?
I did?
Huh? I asked Salyn always if you okay, She says to me that your just like not came from broke-up you always show that you are happy and you never mention our broke-up to anyone.
That's why I thought that you going move-on from me. Kaya hindi ko na pinilit pa!
Tama hindi ko pinakita sa kanila na I was dying inside! Because ayaw kung maawa sila saken!
I acted just like nothing but I want you to talk to me, But you never attempt. Sinabi ko sarili ko mamahalin nalang kita kahit hindi tayo. Doon pa rin umikot ang buhay ko.
Leh, Can we ride.
Humawak ako sa balikat nya, Last ko nahawakan ang balikat nya nung sinayaw nya ako ng Valentines Day at nagbroke-up kame
Hold Tight Leh.
Sa Antipolo nya ako dinala, Kitang kita ang City Lights
Leh Did you remember when We're together!
Never ko nakalimutan.
You have a good memory
basta sayo! I said
She smiled na parang may pait.
Leh its already past, but you never moved. Ikaw pa rin ang Leh na nakilala ko kahit almost 8years na.
Leh I achieved all my dreams, I graduated, I got passed the Bar, I got my Licensed as Engineer,!
I'm proud of you!
And now yung makasama ka sa ride, I will treat you later para madagdagan yung naachieved ko.
Rald
Yes. I achieved some of my dreams without you ! Your my inspiration! Kahit iba ang nakasama ko, Tinupad ko para once namagkita tayo masabi ko na nagawa ko!
Not for begging you but I want to achieved it all because Ikaw ang kasama ko ng nangarap ako nun.
Leh Sorry for breaking your goals in Life! Akala ko kasi ikaw na, but susubukin tayo ng panahon at pagkakataon.
When the time we're broke up, Yun ung panahon na walang wala ako, Hindi ko maasahan ang magulang ko, nahihiya ako humingi sa Lola ko. Kaya sumali ako ng Praternity coz they help me a lot, My scholarship, my allowance
Pero ang kapalit nun wala akong time sayo.
Miss na miss kita noon Leh, Gusto kita yakapin, Pero wala hindi ko hawak ang oras ko, need ko laging ummatend ng mga meeting ng Prat. Kaya nawalan ako ng oras sayo! Noong panahon na makikipagbreak ka, Ayaw ko pero
nakita ko ang sakit na naramdaman mo, Wala kang masasakit na sinabi pero yung mga luha mo, parang sinaksak ako.
Na yung taong walang ginawa kundi intindihin ako, unawain ako, Oo lang ng Oo. Umiiyak dahil nasasaktan ko na. Nauubos ka na. Hindi ka mnareklamo, Ayaw mo magpakita ng mahina ka, Pero that time nakita ko ang pinakmahina ka
at ako ang dahilan. Leh kung maibabalik ko lang. Pipiliin ko lagi kang kasama!
