The help of a God | Cote x oshi no ko

Chapter 1

A/N: So I wanted to say that miyako's personality will be similar to the one she has after Ai Hoshino's death.

It was the 17th of January and I was reborn, hoping that I will have my so dreamed freedom.

Some days has passed and man act as a child truly is hard, not only that but the fact that I can't do anything since I don't even have the possibility to walk surely is boring, but at least I'm not on the Whiteroom anymore, only this is enough to let me continue.

In the last few days I had the chance to see some parts of the house where I live, obviously only the parts where my mother or my father take me.

Speaking of which my father, is still at work, even if it is pretty late. From what I heard he is the president of the so called 'Strawberry productions', I think that those 'idols' have something to do with this company but still I don't know what 'idols' mean. Still since the name is production I guess that is an agency that works for the entertainment industry, so I can guess that these idols are correlated to the entertainment...

My thoughts got interrupted by the rumor of the front door opening. It is my father and something is indeed wrong with him, but I'm not the only one who noticed since my mother asked...

"What's wrong?"

"Everything is wrong" after the sentence my father's face became even more preoccupied

"Ai hoshino is pregnant" then I watched my mother reaction just to see her eyes wider up.

"Wait but isn't she like 16? And who is the father?" 'What the fuck?' I thought, those words came to my mind without me thinking them, 16 is a really young age to have a children, her age is actually close to mine when I was Ayanokoji Kiyotaka.

"No one knows expect her and she don't want to tell" wait so probably this Ai Hoshino is the star of the strawberry productions, but she is irresponsible, by the reaction of my father i guess that she can't work if she's pregnant so maybe idols are actors? A part of this doesn't feel right but the other one yes. Thinking again of this I felt something inside of me, it was sadness for my father? Well at least I can tell that I do have emotions, in this days I felt so much parental love, something that on my past life I didn't even know it existed.

Even if the conversation continued my vision blacked out, it was really late for a kid to be awake, so I had no choice but to accept it and go to sleep in the hands of my mother, pretty peaceful to say.

Some months passed and my father decided with Ai Hoshino to take her to a small town where no one knew about her, she is indeed famous since they couldn't expose her so called secret.

It was late at night and I woke up, my mother was hugging me while she was sleeping, never in my past life I had even the dream to live this type of live since I didn't even know something like that was normal and I was an exception.

Even if this feeling was heavenly I had many questions about the real identity of this Ai Hoshino and the work of my father, I don't know why but something inside of me was inpatient to know the answers of my questions about her. Many times I saw my mother use this so called google to search things and it peaked my interest, so I sneaked to my mother's cellphone, that I studied for some months just by watching her, after unlocking it I went straight to Google and searched 'Ai Hoshino'.

A lot of the thinks I thought were right but now I know what an idol is, and she is on an idol group called 'B Komachi', I didn't stop there since my curiosity wasn't fulfilled yet and I decided to watch a video about one of her concert, after setting the volume to the lowest possible or close to it so my mother won't  wake up due to the audio. During the video I observed some things and now I have my answer, the reason because I had that strange feeling when I thought about the idols be like actors, the reason was because idols have to act while facing their fans, fake smiles, false informations and even false care for their fans, all of this was needed to be an idol, obviously some of them don't lie, but that wasn't the case of Ai Hoshino.

With my mother I went out sometimes but this is the first time I go shopping, obviously I couldn't chose anything since I just can't let my mom know that a kid who is 6 months old has the ability to choose what to dress, but is fine since I don't have any particular opinion about dress.

We went to some stored and after we finished the shopping I spotted my prey, something that I once tried it but I didn't had the opportunity to try it again, what I'm talking about? Obviously ice cream. When I saw a place that sold them I instantly pointed to my mother with every single gesture and movement a child can do for her to understand and luckily

"What's up dear? Do you want an ice cream?" Instantly my head snapped in every single direction there can be to let my mom knew my answer.

And there it is, the best thing I ever had since my reincarnation, due to the reincarnation I gained back emotions but still I'm not the type of kid that smile for everything and is always happy, I'm the opposite, a little kid that 90% of the time goes unnoticed. But at the touch of the ice cream in my tongue I definitely change my mood, 1 second after a giant smile appeared on my face as it was telling the entire world that I found the eternal peace.

"You really do love ice cream uh?" My mom said, but I couldn't respond, not only because I don't want any suspect but even because I wasn't there with my head, I could only think about ice cream.

Time passed and we went back at home, now it start the part of the day where I don't have anything to do rather than crawling around. I don't know if a kid of 6 months can crawl but I surely can and that's the only think I can do so I don't care if it is strange.

While I was randomly moving around I heard my mother who was on a call with someone, probably my father.

"Wait wait what to you mean twins??? It's already strange for a teenager to have a kid but two now????" Twins uh? My mother is right, already having a kid as a teenager is a real challenge but two is actually impossible, counting that she is famous how she will take care of them? Probably my father will ask my mother to take care of them while they are working.

"AND WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT I'M THE ONE WHO WILL TAKE CARE OF THEM WHEN SHE'S WORKING???" And there it is.

So after the birth of them I have to stay with 2 kids? It surely will be hellish.

Since when I got reincarnated I did nothing, not like I could do something except sometimes steal my mother's phone and search something or just hope that my parents will give me some ice cream. Thinking about that I never met Tsukuyomi again, I mean a God still is a God so probably I'm not going to meet them again for a long time, but still it wont be bad to meet again, I have so many questions and i'm curious about what can a God do

As far as what I studied in the Whiteroom in Japanese mythology, Tsukuyomi is the god of the moon and one of the principal deities in Shintoism. Often depicted as a figure associated with beauty, elegance, and tranquility. The moon itself holds significant symbolism in Japanese culture, representing various themes such as time, cycles, and the passage of life. And as I well know Tsukuyomi is the reason why I'm here right now so I can clearly see the fact that this God possess the control over the souls so there is a slight possibility that I'm not the only one who's been reincarnated, surely I'm not the only one in the history but, am I the only reincarnation alive right now? Who knows.

Well I guess that it's too late for me to be awake, better if I go to sleep.

After the birth my father came back home and literally hugged me as hard as he could, imagine that man doing the same in my past life, just hilarious even if I wouldn't accept something like that.

So for now on I will pass my time with not only my mother but with 2 newborns, hoping that something entertaining will happen, or so I can only cry until I'm old enough to do whatever I want to do.

A/N: Finally done, took me long enough, sorry for the wait but here it is. Now I guess it will be easier since I don't have any limitations cuz Ayanokoji was the only active character until now not counting the mother.