Heartstopper Stories

Nick&Charlies First Time (I)

Nick POV

Today was the day. Charlie's sleeping over for the first time! I was so exited!! My mom finally allowed it after I begged her for weeks. She just felt bad because Charlie's parents were really strict and she wouldn't wanna upset them. But Charlie begged them too and they finally said yes so my mom could allow it.
We wanted to make a big step tonight: we wanted to sleep together for the first time, like have sex, real sex.
I was so exited and nervous at the same time. I wanted to feel him, I was ready but I also had so many questions and fears in my head: what if I did something embarrassing or maybe hurt him or what if he didn't like it? Ugh.. I tried to push away my fears and look at my room.
He would arrive in 20 minutes. I still had plenty of time to prepare and clean my room. I put some clothes in the wash, I packed my school books and pencils away and straightened out my blankets. I lit some candles for the final touches, dimmed the lights and put on the fairy lights on the wall on top of my bed. Then - at the perfect timing - the doorbell rang and I excitedly sprinted down the stairs so I could finally hold my boy in my arms again, after days of not seeing him.
I opened the door and here he stood - the boy with the most beautiful smile in the whole world. "Hey!" I heard him say and I immediately hugged him and almost whispered "hey Charlie",my face buried in his shoulder, almost not wanting to let go again. But I did and looked at him again. I was so happy to have him here. As we ended the hug I asked "do you want to put your bag in my room?" I pointed at the bag he held in his hand, where I suspected he packed some pajamas and a toothbrush and stuff for the sleepovers.
"Yeah sure! Is anyone home?" He asked with a suggesting face. My heart fluttered. "N-nope, mom is out for shopping with her friend Lucy and David went home yesterday so nobody's here at the moment" I looked at him with the same suggestion he was. Charlie blushed and let out a shy "okay, cool" and followed me upstairs.
The moment he put down the bag on the ground next to my bed we started kissing. He pressed his lips on mine and I grabbed his face. His lips felt like heaven, I held his face in my hands as I let myself fall on the bed and pulled him with me. Now he laid on top of me, between my legs and I felt my heart pounding so hard I was afraid he could hear it too.
"Nick.." he said out of breath with closed eyes, his lips brushing against mine which let me feel his breath. "Yes baby?" I asked equally breath-taken, looking into his eyes, stroking his cheek with my hand. "I missed you SO much!" He exclaimed with a big smile on his face. "Aww I missed you too char." I smiled back and hugged him really tight.
I was so happy with him, my chest almost exploded from just looking at him. He was so perfect, his curls framing his face, his smile lighting up the whole room, his eyes, so beautifully deep hazel colored, you could never not fall in love losing yourself in them.
Now he was like that, on top of me, pressing his lips against mine, I was in heaven. But I needed more, I wanted to feel his tounge. I opened my mouth, immediately he did the same and my tongue found its way inside his mouth where he happily let me in. I sighed as I felt his tounge against mine. His hands were sliding through my hair, I let my hand feel his skin under his t-shirt. We made out like that for what felt like hours, my heart was pounding like hell and I felt dizzy feeling him so close. He was clearly out of breath too, so he stopped for a second and sat up straight on my lap, his legs bend on my right and left. "Breath.. God.. I need air" we laughed and took a second and looked at each other. "You're so beautiful" I couldn't stop myself admiring him. "Nick you make me blush" he answered shily, stroking my cheek with his thumbs. Ugh he's so cute I'm imploding. "Let's get tea should we?" I asked as our breaths calmed down, my hands wrapped around his hips. "Yes! Great idea" Charlie answered and stood up from me. We straightened up our clothes and went downstairs. My mom had just arrived from shopping and was wearing a new dress which I guessed she bought on her trip. "Hey mom! Pretty dress!" I said as we walked up to the kitchen counter to use the water boiler.
"Thanks honey! I just bought it!" "It's beautiful" Charlie chimed in as he poured the hot water in the mugs I put in front of him. "Thank you sweetie! What's your plan for today? It's gonna rain for two days straight It's a shame you had to reschedule You're trip to the beach!"

Charlie POV
Nick's mom was really a sweetheart! I was a bit sad that our trip had to be canceled but I couldn't wait for the thing we planned to do today instead. We wanted to sleep together for the first time! Like together together, like he inside m.. omg I couldn't even think the words. But we talked about how we wanted to do it and I really wanted to be the one.. like.. taking it. I was SO exited. How would it feel? Would it hurt? What will we do after we're done? So many questions that I couldn't yet answer. But I was looking forward to it. I trusted nick with all my heart and I knew I was safe with him and he would never hurt me, so it seemed to be the perfect time tonight. I also was horny as hell every time we kissed for more than five seconds I hope I wasn't too desperate for him. That would be embarrassing.
I was so lost in my thought I haven't really grasped what nick and his mom talked about in the meantime.

Nicks POV
"Yeah it's a shame! But we're gonna stay in and watch a movie, have a quiet one."
"That's a good idea! I'm gonna go help grandma with some things around the house so I'll be gone for the day. You can warm up the Chilli con Carne I made yesterday, it's still in the fridge!"
"Thanks mom! Have a good time and say hi to granny! We're going upstairs."

We went upstairs and changed into snuggly clothes. Charlie wore his pajama pants with a black t-shirt from me and I was wearing sleeping shorts and a white t-shirt. We lay down to scroll through Netflix while drinking our tea.

《3 hours later》
"Wow! I can't believe this is the end! There's so much that needs to happen still I'm so exited for when the third movie is gonna be released!" Charlie was laying next to me looking at the ceiling smiling as we were talking about the movie we just saw: dune part II, it was a really great movie! But I could only take in half of it because Charlie just looked so admirable being exited over the things happening in the movie, I just HAD to look at him all the time.
"I'm exited too!" I only said while being lost in his face and my feelings.
Charlie looked back at me with his beautiful smile and looked deep into my eyes. I was lost. Lost forever and never coming back again. At least that's what it felt like to look into his eyes. "I love you so much." I almost whispered as our faces came closer and closer together. I felt his lips brushing softly against mine. he whispered "Love you too" and I felt his breath on my lips. I closed the space between us with a small sigh against his lips.

◇ to be continued...

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Soo hey I'm Cath and that was my first chapter, it's a little short but it's only the start! Lemme know what you think 💫

Next chapter continues from this point on.💫

In general I'm gonna write different POVs and Story's with different Characters from heartstopper in this book.

I want to write something about Tara and Darcy too, what should I write about them? Lemme know if you have ideas or suggestions.🥰

I'm gonna try to update regularly, but I have ADHD and I'm writing my bachelor thesis at the moment so I don't know how it's gonna go but I'll try!!

Until next chapter, bye bye

~ Cath (she/her)🐝