secret love story

chapter 2: this was out of the norm

When these two first got together, it wasn't supposed to be serious, and honestly, the girl just thought it would be a hooking up whenever and just continue being friends. I guess her dumb self never watched any friends with benefits story because just like every movie ever one caught feeling. That shy person would get drunk one night and tell her that they loved her. It was like a big fear jumped inside her. As she stayed up to take care of the person to make sure they didn't throw up. She slept on the floor that night with that I love you ringing in her head and the person who fucked her over telling her to figure her shit out or she could hurt that person. The only problem was if she loved that person as well, she would have to change how she was thinking. She always thought her next serious would be a girlfriend. So she ponder for a while and realize this person got her to open up like no other. So honestly she could easily say she loved them but she was also worried this was to soon to say it. She still felt guilty that they left there ex and she knew that there was a chance if they ever got separated by distance she might leave her like everyone else. Flash forward and she comes home to her significant other ( she always introduce them as that since day one) comes dressed out as a girl and in that moment it was like everything made sense. It also was the start of this girl not being able to articulate her feelings and would later lead to alot of problems. Since this loves srory, it is about two girls. The girl who had a troubling guy is named Adrianna, and the other girl, Rei. Well Rei came out wearing make up and instead of Adrianna telling her how gorgeous she looked and how in that moment she felt she got to see the happiest version and to her it was the most beautiful sight. She said if you want to break up because you're confused, I understand. So they broke up, but this isn't the end. So for a whole week it was arkward and Rei stayed at her dorms away from Adrianna. Adrianna just felt so confused and by the end of that week she swapped back the necklace because she didn't want the other to be forced to decide and she wanted her friend back. Lucky for her a person who didn't necessarily agreed decided to get Rei to hang and Adrianna decided to drink. So they talked and for once Adrianna was able to truly tell Rei how she felt. Rei also told her that she came back for her but little did Adrianna know that part of her always wondered if she forced her to date her again. She was always afraid that she was going to be manipulative like her sister. Honestly part of me wishes that at the moment she knew that her biggest fear wasn't them leaving but was that she forced them to stay somehow. Later on she would realize that wasn't the case but by the n it would be to late. As that is the way of life but as of right now this love story is still continuing and it only get beautiful from here.