I had my first friend in my life! She's Makenzy. She's sweet and cute. She has blonde hair, blue eyes, a little short, pale skin, small hands. I felt insecure seeing her. I never imagined having a pretty friend like that. I hope we will be friends forever. Why nobody talks to her? They are all avoiding her.
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Today i was with Makenzy in class but
She was busy with texting her boyfriend....she told me to write notes for her and copy home work because she forgot to do!!! She got used to me easily...such cute action of her
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The moment the bell rang, she left the classroom, completely ignoring me.
Why she was kinda running? It felt like she was avoiding something.....wait! Was that because of me?
I spend the brake in music room trying to learn how to play drums. I like drums way too much.
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In the last class i felt strange! Makenzy is acting off
it was french class and suddenly she cried. I gave her tissue and asked her
"what happened?"
She told me her dad is sick and her mom left home because he hit her.
Even tho everybody ignored that she was crying....i tried helping her. It took half an hour to calm her down.
I almost didn't catch anything from the french class....i hate it ...... She wasted my time...she didn't stop venting and trauma dumping....why is she comparing her life to mine?
"You know what? I saw Adraiana lima in tikt ok...her daughter is really cute, i think her name is valentina!"
I was taken aback when I heard her.
"Mariana, not all people are lifeless and care about others lives. Of course i don't know her daughter nor her, I 'm tired."
She said that in a low tone.... I didn't know what to say
"Haha Makenzy, what should i talk about? We are teenagers."
"Ok let me eat, please"
Nothing happened after...i went home but i'm still thinking about what happened.
Of course she didn't mean to be rude. She's just tired?
The next day, i didn't find her in her seat, beside me.... Why was she away? She's ignoring me!?
I went to her in the break and asked her what's wrong?
"Nothing,i just forgot to sit beside you. Don't take everything that deep"
She said that roughly.
I didn't mean to be sensitive tho....
She's just tired. She didn't mean to act like that.
