Jesusy's Diary: The Rising Poetess

Goodbye

Don't wanna take things for granted

But I keep on doing so. 

Don't wanna continue this life ahead

But it's not yet time to go.

Don't wanna stay broken and ruined

traumatized and melancholic 

with what I saw.

Don't wanna be suffered and be burdened

But I sensed someone's screaming and 

crying her woes. 

Don't wanna be unfair and narrow-minded 

But my positive outlook in life has already faded. 

I'm already aware I'm not putting a good show

The explanation is a tear forming in my eye

This tragedy I can't deny 

Of all people, I'm asking why

With great effort my wet face I dried

All I can say is a hurtful goodbye.