In Good Hands

Part 3

Lisa's POV

After a week of avoiding that Ped surgeon, Dr. Kim, I tried to go out with other woman who's not her. Trying to figure out my sexuality. I don't know, after that kiss I started to question my own sexuality because for all I know I am straight. I only date men and I only love dicks. Well, don't get me wrong I am an adult I am a grown ass woman. And in my line of profession sex is one of the best stress reliever. But not to the point that you're doing it to whoever you see or to whoever is available. I am choosing who to sleep with too and not just with someone. 

Ever since that kiss, I am questioning myself if that made me a lesbian or it's just her who made me one or I am really a lesbian but just for her. Because when I tries to date one of the cardio surgeon, who is a girl by the way, it made me feel like we're just best friend. I can't feel that I am really dating her. When we kissed I don't feel anything, I just felt like I am fooling myself because the moment I closed my eyes when we kissed I only saw that Dr. Kim. 

And she never left my mind. When I say never, every damn minute she's in my mind. Even when I am inside the Operating Room, opening some patients body. I admit that she made this crazy. I don't know what she did to me to be like this. I am fooling myself if I say that I don't like her lips on mine because hell I am longing for her kiss. And today I decided to go to her and date her for real. After I figure things out I am sure that I like her.

"Hey." Dr. Mina called as she place her arm around my shoulder, the one I tried to date. "What's your plan now?" She added asking about Dr. Kim. Well, I talked to her about this and gladly she understands me. She accepted my apology nicely. See, we're really good at being friends. 

"I'm not sure. I'll talk to her." I replied. Because I really don't know how will I approach her. I can't just tell that 'hey! Let's date because I figure things out already' 'hey! Let's date. I like you'. 

"Oh God, Lis. Really?" She said dramatically. "After I let you hurt me then you're telling me you're not sure." She added then place her hand to her chest acting really hurt.

"You're so dramatic, Mina. That's why I don't want to date you. Tss." I replied jokingly while rolling my eyes.

"Ouch." And again being overly dramatic. "You should at least let me touch you before you end things with me though." She added that made said 'ew' and we both laugh out loud that caught some of the people around us while we're walking in the hallway of the hospital.

"I'm glad." I replied and we both continue to laugh.

"You know if you try it with woman I promise you that it's better that doing it with a man. I promise you that and I am sure that you will come to me and tell me that I am right." She said sounding so sure and proud.

"How can you say so? You're gay, right?" I ask her like challenging her. 

"Oh Lisa, you don't really know me that well yet." She replied shaking her head. "I dated guys first, Lis. Before I dated girls. And I have done it both genders and believe it I like it more with girls when it comes to bed that's why I continued dating girls but it doesn't mean that I won't date guys again, you know what I mean?" I just nodded at her. "I am just bisexual not totally a lesbian."

"Well, that's good for you." I said and smile at her.

"But from what I remember, Dr. Kim is really a lesbian ever since. She never dated a guy." She suddenly open up about her. 

"How did you know?" I asked.

"Ears, Lisa. I have ears. People really talk a lot in the hospital and you know that." She said and laugh.

"Yeah. You're right." I said because it's really true that gossips really everywhere here inside the hospital. "But how come I never heard of her?" I asked her.