Harry's POV
Last night was just so devastating to me. Zayn just getting up and leaving like nothing has happened over the past like four years, was hard to handle.
I woke up pretty late, in the afternoon actually, but somehow we all did.
I was at the kitchen tables by myself, eating cereal, and reliving last night or this morning.
What made him make that decision? Was he tired of us?
I just don't get it.
"You know you've been talking to yourself for the past forty minutes, right?", Ally questioned, looking sorry for me.
I looked up. "Oh yeah, sorry, love. Just, uh, disappointed."
She smiled. "Well, about what?"
I ignored her, looking down at my food.
She pinched my cheek like my grandma would do. "Oh, come on. We haven't really got to know each other since we all started talking."
Should I tell her? No, no, no.
I'll let everyone figure it out themselves. "Trust me, Ally. Its nothing really."
She rolled her eyes. "Harold Edward Styles! You will tell me now."
I pondered. "You'll find out sooner or later, Ally-uh."
She laughed. "You don't know my middle name, do you?"
"Nope."
"Well it's-", Ally got cut off by Camila running downstairs with a paper in her hand.
"OMG! Guys, read this", she yelled.
I listened to Ally read it.
"So um. Well, I guess you can say that this is goodbye. I know this has been a long road but it came to a end. Make sure you keep your seat belts on, get it, yeah? I will forever and always respect you guys. Harry : You were the brother I've always wanted. Niall : Nialler, you were like my little brother and I left you some Nando's in the refrigerator."
Oh, I ate that...
Ally continued.
"Louis : I'll miss your goofiness and idiotic-ness. That's not a word. But, I'll remember you from our Bus 1 tattoos. Liam : Daddy. I know you're probably pissed off but I'm still there in your hearts. Ally : My small ball of sunshine. I'll miss you whole-heartedly. You were always there for me when I needed it. And Camila if you're reading this, don't get taken back by me calling Ally my ball of sunshine. Normani : We started off cool, but kind of trailed off but you're one of the people I'll miss most of all. Lauren : Lauren, Lauren, Lauren. Remember we pulled that prank on you and you almost died? Wasn't very funny, was it? But I miss you. Dinah : You were like a big sister to me and I'm glad I got to meet you. And last but not-, well yeah least. Camila : Camz, I love you so much. Our relationship hit a bunch of bumpy roads but you are my true ball of sunshine. I never want to think of anyone else as my girlfriend except you. When we had sex, it was and always will be, the best. I know you're probably mad at me right now, but I know deep down, in your beautiful exterior, that you miss and love me too. I really don't know what I would do without you being in my life. I remember when you wore my American apparel underwear that 5SOS gave, and you looked so perfect standing there. I'll also remember you by my tattoo on my body of your name in an arrow heart. I love you, Camila Cabello. Yours truly, Zayn Malik. I'll miss you guys. P.S., Harry you better not have eaten Niall's Nando's."
My eyes widen, I already ate it.
But really Zayn?, a 5SOS reference is so cheesy.
The rest of the gang came down and read Zayn's note.
Everyone turned to me.
"Did you know about this, mate?", Liam asked.
I laughed shyly. "Uhh..no", I said while nodding my head yes like a idiot.
"This what you didn't want to tell me?", Ally asked confused.
"I guess you can say, you found out sooner", I started laughing loudly before dying it down knowing I wasn't getting anywhere.
*TWO WEEKS LATER*
Zayn's POV
Its been two weeks since I left the band and trust me, I've cried many times.
But, acting isn't a bad job, right?
"PLACES, EVERYBODY! PLACES!", the director said. "Zayn, I know we haven't given you a script and that's because all you have to do is kiss someone."
I smiled. "Where's the lucky lady at, mate?"
"Lady? You're kissing a guy."
"Well, bring her-wait what?!", I screamed.
"You're kissing a guy. Your character is gay", the director said smiling.
"Oh hell no. My character might be gay, but I'm not. I like girls. G-I-R-L-S."
"Well, you're going to have to give that up for today since you're kissing a boy. B-O-Y", he said back.
"I quit."
"Come on, at least see who you're supposed to be kissing", the director said stopping me.
"Who?"
"*****! The scene is about to start!"
I turned around. "Well, now this job is worse."
_______________________
I love cliffhangers so much! But I wanna dedicate this to my fans who read this book, you guys are wonderful. My book readings has gone down but I'm giving respect to the people who've stayed.
Before we started it was over, I feel our bodies getting colder. She gives me, a feeling that I can't find. Its the road that leads to nowhere. But all I wanna do, is go there. She's got me, running from the Daylight. DAYLIGHT!
I just felt like singing that.
