"I'm doing this because no one needs me anymore. No one wants me. They never did." I blurted out. "What do you mean no one needs you anymore?" "I'm sick and tired of being called a useless piece of shit. No one cares about me." There was silence. "I knew you wouldn't care." I said breaking the silence. I began walking back to the bed so i could grab the bottle. "Em, drop it." "Why? Why the hell would I do that?" "Emma, I need you." "You're just saying that so I won't commit suicide. You don't need me. You're the most popular guy at our school." "No I do need you it's just..." Luke replied. "It's just what. You don't want me to die so you can use me. I thought we were best friends Luke. I trusted you. I loved you." "That's the problem, you love me and I love you.. But I don't love you any more than a friend." Then and there, my heart stopped. It felt as if my heart dropped and then shattered into a million different pieces. I've liked Luke since we met and as we got closer, I began to realize how I truly felt. But now, it's all over. I wanted to know how he felt about me, but not like this. There was more silence. What do I do now. He broke the silence. "I'm really sorry.." "Luke Robert Hemmings." "Em?" "Do you even fucking understand what you're doing to me right now?!" I didn't even have words to tell him. I just kept screaming profanities at him. "Fuck you Luke! I had hope that you could've possibly loved me back. I don't even know why I was so stupid to think that! I'm so fucking stupid!" I yelled this at him while pounding on his chest. I punched at him and he didn't even flinch. He just stood there as I punched his stomach and pounded on his chest. He wasn't in pain and I knew that because i could feel his toned abs the entire time. I was so mad at him but I still loved him. I looked in his sorry blue eyes and I just cried into his chest. He just hugged me and talked to me. He just told me that everything was going to be alright. "I hope we can still be best friends. I don't want you to commit suicide because you're my best friend. I have a lot of other friends, but you're the one that's always been there for me and been a true friend." Luke said. Friend. That's the word I didn't want to hear. "Luke. I hate you so much right now." I continued to punch him and I began to cry again. "Em, I'm going to get you cleaned up. You need it." Why would he try to save me? He knows he just broke my heart? Now, I have to live the rest of my life knowing that the only person who cares about me and the one I loved the most, doesn't love me back.
