Sad poems

You ruined me

Sometimes all I have to do to feel pain
Is to think of you
The times you told me I love you
Whenever you would drop my hand
When your friends were nearby
The way you looked at me with pity
In your eyes
Now I see it wasn't love but misery
You always said you were too busy
All I have to do to feel bad about myself
Is think about you
I remember the time I let you love me
And you didn't say anything
I know not everyone is perfect
But why couldn't you at least try ?
Why couldn't you respect me
Like I respected you
Have I ever wronged you
Like you wronged me ?
I remember whenever you would
Walk away when I called for you
Whenever I used to cry to you
Why did you tell me eww?
Couldn't you at least pretend ?
Or was that to much for you ?
-s.s