Why

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How do I know if I am sad ?
Is it when I write depressing words and come up with gloomy stories ?
Or whenever I imagine a world where I am gone ?
I have no reason to be sad and why do I want to act defiant ?
Why do I feel so worthless
Why can't I imagine myself in the future ?
Maybe because I'm not it
Why do I have dreams of me dying in the most crucial ways?
Why am I not happy in my dreams ?
I can't call it a nightmare because then it would have to happen at night .
Why do I imagine in broad daylight the horrors of the night ?
Why do I feel embarrassed whenever I see my own kind ?
Why when ever people tell me I am beautiful do I hear their voice screaming "LIES !!!"
Why do I feel so sad at times
Can someone please tell me ?
-s.n

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