I took a sigh as I take in my surroundings with the sound of silence I had never experienced before. My family was always chaotic and would bother me each second of the day but now I have nothing, no one.
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My alarm clock goes off
"Ughh" i spoke out turning myself back round trying to go back to sleep.. holding back the tears of waking up to reality again.
*New message from em*
Heyyy I haven't spoke to you for a minute how are things with the move?
could be better lol how are things?
Actually good timing!
I have a work meeting as I got accepted.
Wish you were here to celebrate with me sis!
NO WAY, im so proud of you!
hope to see you soon x
You too,bye :)
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I finally decide to get out of bed and put some effort into myself as I hadn't for weeks, my depression was hitting and was the worst expecially being alone..
The more I try the more I get pressure in my chest making me have panic attacks after panic attacks. I just wish someone was there to help me.
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< 2 days go by >
I slowly get out of bed taking a glimpse of myself in the mirror and feeling the sudden urge to just go back into the covers and cry all day.. "I better get up for once and go get some lunch. Fresh air will do me good" I say.
I hop in the shower feeling a bit refreshed and looking more cleaned up than before. I take my keys and walk out my apartment door.. me being alone I tend to have more panic attacks. I take a deep breathe as I look at my surroundings being blurry not focusing every-time I blinked.
"oh my god I don't feel good I can't do this" I cried out and fell down to the floor hitting my head on the pavement below. "HEY! are you okay????" a friendly voice reaches out knowing to being 'THE joe jonas'.
"Nick, Kevin!!! call someone now, call 911!!" Joe shouts
"What the hell happened? Okay man chill it's okay we can help her" Nick reached out
Joe goes up to the girl trying to get her attention while Nick is calling an ambulance.
"hello love.. my name is joe are you okay? we are getting you help " he says with a worried face
I wake up and suddenly start to freak out with 3 men stood infront of me
"Shhhh shhhh your okay your okay!" Joe brings her to a hug making her feel safe "You must of passed out and hit your head. We are gonna get you checked out at the hospital if that's okay" "what's your name?" while rubbing her back
"I-i- my names olivia" I spoke out
"I know you seem confused but I promise we aren't here to hurt you.. we want to help you" Joe says
*The sound of sirens coming closer and closer*
"Hey! Over here" Kevin waves them over.
The paramedics jump out the car and there bag filled with equipment.
"Let's take a look at you, so what exactly happened?" The man asked looking at me
Joe noticed hesitation and me not finding the right words to say so he said...
"Me and my brothers were taking a walk outside around LA and I saw this girl fall, she did hit her head on the pavement whilst going down"
By now I was completely out of it and had no idea what was going on.. I just hoped I was around the right people to help me
"We are gonna be needing to take her to the hospital if that's alright boys. Do any of you know people to contact for her?" the guy said
"No we don't, like I said we just came across her but if it helps I'll go with her. Nick and Kevin you guys can follow behind" joe assists
Both the paramedics nod and bring out a stretcher for me
"everything will be okay" I heard slightly from my ear which I'm assuming was joe when I suddenly felt a hand touch mine feeling a spark in between
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Is this what forever feels like?
Romancethis is about a girl who has a life filled with anxiety but comes across a guy and his brothers once they finished a show.. read more to find out what happens next
