Taekook oneshots

Dark place

The dark gray clouds covered the blue sky as rain poured down. Tick! Tick! Tick! The rain hit the window as the boy sat in bed with hot salty tears running down his face. BOOM! The thunder clapping could be heard from inside the boys room, making him flinch. The boy is sobbing continuously as the rain keeps on pouring. The smell of lotus flower and water lilies hits the boy's nose and fills the air. The scent reminds him of the past, when all was normal. The yellowish walls of his room didn't help him remember the memories. It
just made him feel more of a useless human. All these thoughts lead him to this point. "I'm such a waste of space, i just wanna die" The boy cried out, hoping someone would reassure him that he is something to them. Hoping they cared about him. But no one came to him. The depressing mood of his room made him feel like he was falling into a deep dark hole, and no one would save him. All these thoughts swirling in his head, made him think of self harming himself. He didn't deserve to be alive.

"Jungkook, have you been crying?". The voice coming from the computer asked. "Yes," Jungkook said in a lowly hushed voice. "And what was the reason behind your cries?" The voice questioned. "Well my favorite fictional couple broke up". He answered nervously. That was a lie. He was crying because of the feeling of being a failure. His mum found out he had bad grades and yelled at him to do better, even comparing him to his older brother. This made Jungkook feel like a lazy hobo. He felt like no one was actually proud of him, and that he was letting everyone down. But Taehyung didn't believe it. 'Why would he get so emotional over that?' Taehyung thought.  Taehyung knew he was hiding something.

"But your eyes are very red and puffy, are you sure you were crying over a fictional break up?". Jungkook's eyes shift away from the screen, landing on the red blanket beside him. "No," Jungkook said, unaware of what came out his mouth. "Then what were you crying about?". Silence. Jungkook contemplated on telling Taehyung his troubles, but then again, Taehyung is his best friend and he was pretty trustworthy. "Uhm, I've been having these thoughts and many of them are about how I'm not good enough" Jungkook started to tear up. But,he didn't like the thought of looking weak, so he quickly wiped his tears away. "Elaborate, why don't you think you're good enough?". Jungkook went to think. Most of these thoughts were provoked by his mum comparing him to his brother. "My mum compares me a lot to my brother". Jungkook looked down, playing with the loose strings on his jumper. "So you don't think you're good enough because your mum doesn't think you are". Jungkook nodded. "Well I think you're good enough." Taehyung said, putting his hands behind his head before continuing. "I think you're awesome, I also think you're cute" Taehyung said with a smirk.

Jungkook blushed at the last part. 'He thinks I'm cute,'Jungkook blushed. "And please next time just tell me if you're having problems, I will help you with this. I'm always here for you" Taehyung said reassuringly. 'I'm always here for you'. That part was ringing in Jungkook's mind, like a gong that was recently hit. It made him feel all warm inside.'Someone actually cares about me'. "Thanks Taehyung, I appreciated it," Jungkook replied, with a light smile.

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Dawgs this was my assessment for English...... (I changed the names for the assessment guys dw)