He was broken from inside. One month passed after that incident but she did not speak a single word to him. It was killing him from inside but he was unable to do anything.
May be he deserves it? "
Yes, he deserves every bit of pain. He did wrong to her, first broke her trust, then took away her last hope of lives, her last happiness, her baby.
But aborting the baby is not an easy decision for him, after all the baby was his too.
He was very helpless at that time. The doctor told him that continuing the pregnancy is dangerous for both baby and pallavi as she was neither mentally not physically capable of conceiving.
If she continues the pregnancy he may lose both, so he decides to abort the baby without Pallavi's approval. Because he did not want to lose her at any cost.
She was his everything, his love, his comfort, his reason for living, without her he was nothing.
He used to hate the smell of whiskey but now it's become his addictions.
He gulped a bottle of whiskey in one go and went towards her room with a hope that maybe today she would talk to him.
She was lying on the bed and lost in her thoughts. she didn't understand why she was still alive. There was nothing in her life.
She lost her love, her faith, her happiness, her baby. Then why was she still alive??
Raghav comes to Pallavi's room and sits near her. he takes her hand in his.
Pallavi? "
He said softly. she looked at him blankly.
Tum kab tak aisa hi chup rahega pallavi ab mere se tumhara ye khamoshi bardasht nhi ho raha hai please mere se baat karne ka, "
Tumhara raghav ko tumhara Bahut Jarurat hai pallavi ye raghav ab apna pallavi ke bina nhi rah pa raha hai please mere se baat karne ka, "
Bachapan me amma-appa ke death ke baad mai sirf aur sirf arjun ke liye jee raha tha pallavi, "
mera life pura lifeless tha pallavi tumne mere ko jeena shikhaya hai. tumne mere ko ye bataya hai ki kaisa lagta hai jab koi apki care karta hai, jab koi apko special feel karwata hai, jab koi apko pyaar karta hai, "
Tumne mere ko pyaar karna shikhaya hai pallavi. Aur dheere dheere karke mere ko tumhare se Bahut jayda pyaar ho gya hai. itna jayda ki mai kuch pal saaso ke beena rah sakta hai par tumhare bina ek pal bhi nhi rah sakta hai, "
He placed his head on her chest and started crying uncontrollably.
Please pallavi mere se baat karne ka. Mai janta hai mai bahut saara mistake kiya hai. tum uske liye mere ko saza dene ka, tum jo bolega jaisa bolega mai waisa hi karega par please aisa chup nhi rahne ka, "
Mere ko tumhara har saza manjur hai....., "
Ma...mai jo kahungi tum woh karoge? "
She said in a weak voice. He looked at her with surprise. After a long time he heard her sweet voice. He held her face in his palms and started kissing her face restlessly.
He placed his plam on her head.
I... I promise tum jo bolega jaisa bolega mai waisa hi karega, "
Mai yaha nhi rahna chahati hu. Yaha mujhe ghutan hoti......., "
Tum bolne ka tumhare ko kaha Jane ka hai hum is duniya ke kisi bhi kone me ja sakte hai, "
Hu...hum nhi sirf mai, "
He was shocked. He couldn't believe what he heard. He felt difficult to breathe.
No no tu...tum prank kar raha hai na? You can't leave me, right?? Tum mere se Bahut pyaar karta hai, right?? Tum mere ko promise kiya tha ki tum mere ko chod kar kabhi bhi nhi jayega, "
He holds her hands tightly. He started losing his senses.
Please please ek baar bolne ka ki tum mere ko pyaar karta hai, "
Ha mai tumse pyaar karti hu, kal bhi karti thi aaj bhi karti hu aur shayad akhri saas tak tumse pyaar karti rahungi, "
Toh phir kyu? kyu tum mera se dur jana chahata hai?? "
Kyuki now I don't trust you. pahle meri life jaisi bhi thi sab sach tha. Par ab mujhe kuch samajh nhi aata hai ki meri life me kya sach hai or kya jhooth, "
Please ek baar mera ankhon me dekhne ka kya tumko mera ankhon me apna liye pyaar nhi dikhta hai, " She jarked him.
Nhi mujhe sirf isme dhokha nazar aata hai. Please mujhe tum khud se aur is rishte se aazad kar do. Aaj tak mai ye samajh nhi pa rahi thi ki jab mere pass koi reason hi nhi hai phir mai jinda kyu hu par aaj mujhe samajh aaya ki shayad mai apne aai ke liye abhi tak jinda hu. Ab mai sirf apni aai ke saath yaha se bahut dur jana chahti hu, "
Nhi aisa kabhi nhi ho sakta mai tumko khud se dur kabhi........., "
She gets down on her knees and holds his feet. She said while sobbing.
Please agar tum mujhe khush deKhna chahte ho toh tum mujhe khud se aazad kar do......., "
He stepped back and grabbed her shoulders to make her stand.
Agar tum yahi chahta hai toh yahi hoga aaj ke baad mai tumko apna chehra kabhi bhi nhi dikhayega Adi rāghavarāvu vāgdānaṁ ( it's raghav rao promise ).
He came close to her and took her face in his palms and kissed her forehead.
Mai tumko Bahut pyaar karta hai aur hamesha karta rahega pallavi. Mai tumko tumhara khushi ke liye tumko jaane de raha hai lekin agar tumko life ke kisi bhi mod par ye lage ki tum mera pass wapas aa sakta hai toh please aa jane ka mai tumhara hamesha intzar karega. "
He leaned towards her and captured her lips for a passionate kiss. she did not protest. After some time he released her lips and placed his forehead on hers.
I love you mrs pallavi raghav rao i really do. Hum apna past thik nhi kar sakte the par apna present or future bahut beautiful bana sakte the jaha sirf hum hote aur humara pyaar. But I trust you ek din tum jarur mera pass wapas aayega tab tak mai tumhara wait karega, "
Tears threatening to come out from his eyes but he holds. He didn't want to show her.
Go....good Bye Mrs. Rao, "
He leaves. She looked at his disappearing figure. Tears started falling from her eyes.
TBC.........
YOU ARE READING
Pyar To Hona Hi Tha ❤
FanfictionMa...mai jo kahungi tum woh karoge? " She said in a weak voice. He looked at her with surprise. After a long time he heard her sweet voice. He held her face in his palms and started kissing her face restlessly. He placed his plam on her head. I...
