My vamprie. (Colby Brock fan fic)

Valentine.

RE-WRITTEN, SKIP TO 'Unkowing Suprises' IF YOU WANT TO READ THE RE-WRITE.

i'm currently re writing the book because I didn't like the way it came out to be. The plot wasn't great and I just genuinely think they got together too fast and there wasn't enough ups and downs.

Valentines POV 

TRIGGER WARNING SA AND RIPPING HAIR OUT

"Shhh, you'll be fine." He said flatly as he took off my panties. "No! Stop!" I screamed and kicked my legs around. He bound my hand so theres not much for me to do. I just started crying loudly. "Please stop." I plead. "No. This is what happenes when you tease people Allie~" He giggled as he ripped off his pants and pushed himself into me roughly and dry. I screamed in pain. "No!!" I kept screaming over and over. 

I jolted awake. Fuck. I hate that dream, I lived it once now I have to dream of it? I looked over my shoulder to see Kat passed out. We came to her room last night cause its where she wanted to be. I snuck out of the room and dragged myself back into my room. I sat on my bed, back against the headboard and brought my knees to my chest. 

I wrapped my fingers in my hair and sat there trying to calm down from the dream I had last night. I tightened the grip on my hair, I could feel the hair being pulled out of my scalp one by one. Fuck fuck fuck. I can't breathe. Visions started popping in my head. His voice was rining in my ears. I pulled harder on my hair. Tears started forming in my eyes. 

It's like when i'm alone i'm not myself. Everytime i'm alone it feels like i'm back with him. I tugged at my hair, harder, and harder trying hard to regulate my eratic breathing. The harder I cried the more quiet it was. I heard my door creep open and someone walk over to me, wrapping one big strong arm around me and the using his other hand to softly take mine out of my hair, big clumps coming out from me ripping out my hair. 

He put one of his hand on my head as I put my head on his chest. "Let it all out, your okay." He whispered. I cried loudly, letting out everything i've been holding in. Two minutes later I leaned back to see Colby, who wiped my tears away. "What's going on?" He asked softly. "Everytime I close my eyes I see him, feel him.. hear him." I said with a sob. "What do you mean?" He asked and rubbed my arms. 

I thought for a second. "N-Neve-" I started, he cut me off. "Don't say nevermind, talk to me." He said. I tucked some of my hair behind my ear. I sighed, "I can't remember who, it's like my brain blocked it out." I said, tears still flowing from my eyes. "Who?" He asked softly. "A man broke into my appartment and, did stuff." I said wiping my own tears, I'm so ashamed. "When was this?" I looked away as he asked, not wanting to see the look on his face.

 "A month before I moved in here." I whispered. "He broke in my appartment while I was at a party here. When I got home I was grabbed, he covered my mouth and took me to my bedroom." I went to continue but he stopped me. "You don't have to finish its okay." He said as he pulled me into a hug. He stayed with me for another hour, he talked to me and we cuddled, but he went out to do something, didnt tell me what. My stomach grumbled, once again I dont remember the last time I ate. I sighed and got up. 

I looked at my arm as I walked downstairs and realized how skinny I really was. Once I got to the kitchen I made myself an omlet and again, only ate half of it, once again throwing the rest away. "Morning sunshine" Devyn said turning the corner, I turned around to see her. "ohh you look like shit." She said flatly I gave her a 'shut the fuck up' look. "Your eyes are puffy, and you look like.." She looked me up and down. "Nevermind." She said and skipped off. 

hours later

I sat on the couch drinking vodka. I realized me, Sam, Corey, and Devyn are the only ones home. Colby, Tara, and Jake went out. I wonder what Colby is doing. I started binge watching all the twilight movies. Colby walked in just as I was on my 6th drink. "Hey C man" I said with a giggle. He sat down next to me and put an arm around my neck. He didn't look to interested in the movies.

 "I wonder what that would be like." I said with a hiccup. "What do you mean?" Colby asked, I giggled. "To be a vampire, to be fast, strong, beautiful, and you live a long time." I said as I swallowed some more vodka. Colby became stiff, almost as if he were uncomfortable. "You seem to really like these movies." He giggled. "I used to watch these obsessively as a kid, I even wrote stories about vampries." I said as I took another sip of my drink. "What were the stories?" He asked, he seemed to really show interest. 

I smiled, "I still have them, I wrote them maybe a year ago. I can give them to you for you to read." He turned the movie off and picked me up, carrying me up to my room. "I would like to read these little stories." He giggled, I got up and rumaged around in my desk. "Found it." I said, walking over to him and setting the 200 pages down in his lap. "Do you believe in vampries?" He asked, I didn't even hesitate. "yep" I said as he began reading them, I bear hugged one of his arms and fell asleep.

Colby's POV

I sat and read the entire 200 pages of her book, it was actually quite interesting. She must have done a lot of reaserch. She even mentioned 'the one' which is a common thing amongst vampires. Sam found out Katrina was the one about two years ago. Jakes one is Tara, Coreys is Devyn, and I thought Samantha was mine until the incident. I looked down at Val who was now laying on her back all sprawled out. I got up slowly and quietly before going into Sams room with the Vals book.

Sam turned around to look at me, he didn't look to sad anymore. "Hey brother." He said with a smile. "Hey, you won't beleive this." I said with a smile, putting all 200 pages on his desk. "What is this?" He asked. "Val wrote this book a year or two ago, it's about a girl falling in love with a vampire and him finding out shes the one, in which she must have done lots of research about this kind of stuff. She said she belives that they do exist." I explained, sitting down on Sam's couch. "That's extremely coincidental." Sam giggled.

"I think I need to go for awhile." I said with a sigh, Sam whipped his head around "What?" He asked. "Shes getting to close, and I can't tell her yet. Plus, she's all over me all of the time and I already told you that i'm not looking for a date. You guys need to stick with her while I am gone." I pursed my lips waiting for Sams response. 

"Dude you can't just leave, for one what if her dad shows up, and for two what if you leaving sends her into a spiral." Sam asked in more of a brotherly worry for Valentine. "Look man, I'm going no matter what. I can't even be around her without wanting to drink her dry. But, just for you and the others to know so you can help her, she has panic attacks often she rips out chunks of hair and digs her nais into her arms, she has nightmares and will wake up in a panic, she screams in her sleep and sometimes yells no. Take care of her while im gone." I said as I walked out of the door.

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