Its about 2 hours till I'm going to have dinner with the team and tell them that i'm lesbian. I'm honestly really nervous and scared. But I know they will accept me for who I am because I know that Aubrey has a girlfriend and so does Ayanna. But anyways right now I'm getting all ready for my everything shower and then i'll get ready for dinner.
Time skip to when i'm doing my hair and makeup*
I am curling my hair and listening to the SOS album by SZA. I literally love her so much it's not even funny. If you were to ask me what my favorite SZA song was I would not be able to tell you the answer to that question. I literally love all her songs I don't know how I could just choose one.
I got done with my hair and decided to do a face of makeup. Not too crazy though. Then I moved onto my outfit. Since it is my birthday I decided to dress up and wear a dress.
The look*
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Since I was done getting ready I decided to head out and get a table before it gets to busy. Aubrey knew I would be doing this so I didn't text her that I was leaving.
I finally got to the cheescake and went up to get a table.
"How many?"The lady asked.
"15 people."I said realizing how many people that is.
"Okay that will be a 25 minute wait."The lady said.
"Okay thank you so much!"I said.
Usually for that many people it would be like 3 hours. I went to sit down on one of the benches next to me and texted aubrey about the wait so she can text the others.
Time skip to when everyone gets here and we are all seated*
"So Lana how do you feel about turning 20!"Nika said.
"I don't knowww! I feel older."I said smiling at her.
"You gonna give a toast about how much you love us?"Aubrey asked in a sarcastic tone.
"You want me to?"I asked scared. I HATE talking infront of people. Which is probably why I'm so nervous about tonight.
"Lana I was joking you don't have to do that."Aubrey said.
"Oh."I replied laughing.
"Lana."Paige said getting my attention then pointed her eyes at the waitress looking at me.
"Oh! Sorry. I'll have a Shirley temple!"I replied shyly.
"Okay! You?"The waitress said to Aubrey.
I looked over at Paige giving her a soft smile as she did the same.
Everyone was done ordering and we all just started talking. I'm having a lot of fun.
