WHEN I WAS DONE SEEING MY MEMORIES I FEEL SOMETHING WRONG INSIDE ME. I FEEL DIZZY, I FEEL THAT I WILL FAINT AND I FEEL THAT I NEED TO VOMIT. WHEN I FEEL I NEED TO VOMIT I RUN TO MY BATHROOM AND I VOMIT ON THE SINK. I DONT KNOW WHY I AM OMITING ALWAYS, I JUST DONT MIND IT.
I REST IN MY BED, I DIDNT EAT DINNER BECAUSE IM TOO TIRED PLAYING, LAUGHING, CUDDLING, WALKING WITH MY FRIENDS..
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7:00 AM IN THE MORNING
I WOKE UP IN MY BED EARLY I CAN SMELL THE FOOD THAT MOM IS COOKING. IM SO HUNGRY.I GO TO THE BATHROOM TO HAVE SHOWER AND GET READY TO EAT MY BREAKFAST. AFTER SHOWERING MY PHONE RANGS. SOMEONE IS CALLING
*NIALL*
ITS NIALL. I ANSWERED IT
YOU: HELLO? NIALL/
NIALL: UHM.. HEY Y/N
YOU: HEY..
NIALL: HOW ARE YOU?
YOU: UHMM IM FINE. HOW ABOUT YOU?
NIALL: IM FINE TOO., HEY Y/N WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?
YOU: IM ON MY HOMETOWN
NIALL: HOMETOWN? YOU MEAN IRELAND?
YOU: YEA
NIAL: WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE?
YOU: I JUST VISIT MY FRIENDS AND MY FAMILY
NIALL: OW..UHM Y/N?
YOU; YEA, WHY?
NIALL: I M--
BEFORE HE CAN FINISH HIS WORD HIS GF CAME AND ASK WHO IS HE CALLING
NIALL'S GF: BABE? WHO'S THAT?
NIALL: UHMM NOTHING BABE, ITS MY BESTFRIEND
N GF: OHH OK
NIALL: HEY Y/N SORRY I NEED TO OFF MY PHONE NOW MY BABE IS HERE SORRY
YOU: IT'S OK, BYE NIALL
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AFTER THE CONVERSATION WITH NIALL I FEEL HAPPY AND SAD, I CANT WHAT REALLY FEEL TODAY. I DONT KNOW!. I JUST DONT KNOW..
I GO DOWN AND SEE MY MOM EATNG I JOIN HER FROM EATING. MOM AND I TALKS ABOUT WHAT I DO WHEN IM ON LONDON. WE HAVE FUNNY CONVERSATION.. WHILE EATING WE BOTH KEEP IN SILENCE..
YOU:
MOM:
YOU:
MOM:
YOU: MOM..
MOM: YES?
YOU: I MISS DADDY
MOM: ME NEITHER
YOU: I WISH DADDY DID NOT DIE FROM CAR ACCIDENT
MOM: I WISH THAT TOO
ME AND MOM BOTH CRY AND KEEP IN SILENCE. I BROKE THE SILENCE BECAUSE I NEED TO VOMIT.
YOU:EXCUSE ME MOM..
I RAN UPSTAIRS AND GO TO THE BATHROOM. I VOMIT ON THE SINK. I DONT REALLY UNDERSTAND WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO ME. WHEN I FINISHED I GO DOWN, WHEN IM GOING DOWN MOM LOOKED AT ME
MOM: Y/N
YOU: WHAT?
MOM: ARE YOU PREGNANT?
YOU: WHAT? OFCOURSE NOT AND I DONT KNOW IF IM PREGNANT, WAIT MOM AM I PREGNANT?
MOM: I THINK SO BECAUSE YUR LOWER ABDOMEN IS GETTING BIGGER
YOU: I DONT THINK SO MOM..
MOM: OK I THINK YOU SHOULD GO TO DOCTOR
YOU: WHY?
MOM: TO KNOW IF YOUR PREGNANT OR NOT.
YOU: OK..
CHAPTER 6
COMING SOON~~
