Before the Storm [writing]

sixteen| apology

a/n : hehehe it's so much easier on my laptop.. why didn't i think of this????

I sat out P.E class, having a screaming match with the teacher who couldn't seem to comprehend that my bandaged thigh meant that I couldn't do the class. I even had a notre from Dr De Luca... aka Landon.

Anyways, I was sitting on the bleachers, enjoying the view of the guys wrestling team, not like that but the way they were beating the shit out of each other was funny. Until I felt a presence next to me. Turning my head around, I saw Adriano look at me with a deep frown. Oh oh.

"Yes, pretty boy?" I said with a smile as he clenched his jaw and looked away from me.

Okay, ouch? What the fuck did I do?

"Are you okay-"

"Where were you? I tried texting you but you never answered." He mumbled while biting the inside of his cheek as I frowned. Glancing down at my phone, I opened my messages, only to see that his contact was muted.

Fucking Landon.

"I'm gonna kill him." I whispered lowly before opening his messages. My hand light shaking and wanting to punch dick's face in.

pretty boy <3 : Im home :)

pretty boy <3 : Would you want to come over tomorrow to study?
pretty boy <3 : Nevermind, you're probably busy.

pretty boy <3 : Andrea? It's been a day... are you okay? Did I do something wrong? I'm sorry if I did.

pretty boy <3 : Blake said you haven't been home this weekend. Please text me back.
pretty boy <3 : I miss you.

My heart broke, my stomach twisting and my throat clogging. Grabbing his hand, I gently pulled him closer to my body so that I could feel him closer to me. Adriano raised an eyebrow at me but willingly followed.

"I'm so sorry, baby. I- I can't really explain it, not now but I promise soon." I whispered, kissing his cheek as he looked down at our hands.

"Does it relate with the bruises and the blood?"

I looked at him with wide eyes, confused as to why he would even say that but he simply pointed at the cut under my eye and the dried up blood on my knee from needing to change the bandage before P.E.

"Don't look at me like I'm stupid, Andy. I know there's something going on..."

"Hey, I don't think you're stupid. Don't ever believe that for a second. You're the smartest guy I know, Adri. Just... believe me when I say that you don't want to know." I told him as he nodded with a tight lip smile.

I really did feel horrible about the whole thing. And I was going to smash Landon's face in the pavement when I saw him again. But I don't want Adriano around the fight scene, not that I don't think he couldn't handle it but because they didn't need to know I had a weakness.

Having him around the burliest and scariest of men would have my mind elsewhere than the fight. And I can't have that.

"Want to get food after school? I know I can't buy your forgiveness like this but I'm sorry for making you worry." I said with a smile, putting my thigh closer to his as he blushed.

I'm obsessed with him blushing.

So fucking cute.

"Andy..."

"Yes, pretty boy?"

Adriano looked into my eyes, his mouth closing and opening as I watched his green eyes drop to my lips. He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing as I bit my lip. He's so sinfully pretty.

"I- my sister has a dance show next week... would you want to go with me?" He asked, blushing even harder as I tried to not swoon and kiss him passionately. I miss the feeling of his lips on mine.

"I would love to go. I don't want to intrude tho. Are you sure it's okay?"

"My parents can't go and Leanna wants to meet you... she saw your profile picture and said you were maybe one of the prettiest girl she's ever seen."

Wait, why was that so stinking cute?

"Then I don't want to disappoint her." I said with a smile as he chuckled before wrapping an arm around my waist and pulling me a bit closer. The bruises on my side stinging a little.

"I'll pick you up?"

"With that shitty ass car?"

"Hey! Don't bully Elliot like that." Adriano said with a gasp as I chuckled at him. The way his eyes seemed to have a new light in them made my heart swell and my stomach twist.

You're going to ruin him, Andy.

He deserves someone better.

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A/N :
realized that my type is emo guys, bear-like men
and siren eyed women.... i have issues.

but seriously, anyone else think johnnie guilbert is
the finest man on earth? like he's fine fine. ugh. don't like that he affiliates with racists and all that jazz but a girl can appreciate beauty when she sees it. and that man.. mhmmm he is fine!

now i kind of want to change adriano's golden retriever vibe to a more emo-ish vibe...