Secretly Married

Chapter 1

Jungkook 's P.O.V

Loud buzz or beep sound , that's all I heard when I shoot open my eyes . As always I forgotten to change the time of alarm on weekends I slammed my fist on the alarm clock and it immediately shut up.

I sighed walking to the bathroom to brush my teeth while brush l look at my reflection in the mirror , hate what I see . I love my cute baby face but my curvy body I just hate it . My thick thighs and the fat around my chest area, it's make me look chubby. Well something I think that how people change, like in childhood if you are chubby , people would pinch your cheeks and says "aww ! you are so cute" but the same people would also ask you to loose weight when you will be older.
After brushing , I hurried up and washed my face ,done doing my morning skincare I change into this

Without bag

I love crossdressing but I am not confident enough to wear it outside as I only in my home .
Oops sorry I don't introduction myself
I am Jeon Jungkook. Single child of my cute and loving parents. I am 19 years old and gay . Yeah , you heard it right I am gay and my parents never have any problem with it and always being supportive . I'm really introvert and didn't like hang with fake friends who are with you just for your money. I love reading novels and watching k -pop and
Chinese and korean drama. I might be rich as my appa' s company is in top list and my eomma is the world's number one wedding planners . But I don't like showing off . As in university none know about my background , I gets called fat , fag and all dirty names but I ignored them .
I usually wear baggy clothes in university and I also a nerd too . I gets straight A's all the way!
Society rules myself as fag , ugly and fat , should be nothing right? Even though I am surrounded by my love parents but I wants to be accepted by my childhood crush - Park Jimin. But he isn't for me .
He's too handsome, too sexy , jerk to innocent people like me ..... let's be honest, way out of my league. He isn't even gay as he has being in way to many relationship with lot of girls .
I still remember the day when first I meet him as he is my eomma 's friend's son and I was only six . He even hugs me called me cutie .

I even have this photo of us hugging each other which was obviously taken by my eomma. She and Riya maa (Jimin's mother) has been already shipping us both even before I come out as gay .
I know he is out of my league but I just wants to take this photo for myself .

As I headed downstairs for breakfast and I said good morning to my parents and starts to eat my food ."Jungkook " I heard my appa called my name and I lifted my head up , raised an eyebrow . "After breakfast, come to library". He said and continue eating his food . I nodded before continuing to swallow the food in my mouth but I am hella confused why he wanted me in library or basically what he wants to talk to me about. As I finished eating, I walked upstairs directly to library.

I knocked on the door as I know he is already in the library. I heard " come in " I enter and sit in front of him in chair . And don't think we; father and son are this formal as we aren't. It's just whenever my appa is serious, I just don't want to make the situation worse as him being serious means you have grave your own death.
"Appa , what did you call me for ? " I asked . "I set you up in a marriage ". He said and I raised an eyebrow and shouted . "WHAT ! WHY SO SUDDEN" when I realized what he just said .
"It would be good for you ." He said .

Arrange marriages usually revolve around money, power and sometimes loneliness. They're usually enforced by parents with a higher ranking in society.
But I have never thought I would be in such situations myself. And why so early I am not even twenty. It's too early to get married but I don't want to disappoint my appa. So ," I am agree to marriage but you know appa as l am gay so ..." . I said and appa 's really looking surprised as I agree to this marriage.
" of course I know my son is gay and why will I marry him to some girl ? Your wedding's partner is our friend's son . Well basically your mother ' friends.

Now I am shock as eomma only friend is Park Riya and her son is my fucking crush . O MY FUCKING GOD . I'M A GOING TO MARRY PARK FUCKING JIMIN. NO NOOOOO HE IS NOT EVEN GAY .
" Appa but jimin hyung isn't even gay . Are you forcing him ??? " I waited for his reply but all I heard is laugh. And I look at him with a "Are you crazy ' look .
And he said " When I said you are marring Jimin ?? and we are not forcing anybody as Riya and Seo Joon were the first to come with this marriage idea if you agreed and Jimin is bisexual, not gay but you are correct as you are going to be Park Jungkook after your marriage with your jimin hyung. " I blushed as appa teased me .

" Appa please stop . The reason I said jimin hyung's name because you have no friends other than eomma and her friends. Soo.... " and again all I heard is laugh and I ran out of library straight to my bedroom .

And lying on my bed , I started thinking . Why he was agree to this marriage and what if he forced and what if he will not love me after our marriage???
O God please help me .