" Go Kill Your Self "

I wanted to hug my son one last time.

For years, the Kaulitz family had dreamed of a son. Jasmine, the wife, was infertile , was a fact from a doctors.For years Jasmine had been pleading for a child not caring if its a son anymore but just wanted a child. "We might have to adopt one, after all Ur infertile." Said Dan in a kind of whisper annoyingly "How will my family feel after knowing my wife is infertile? what if i just leave u instead and go marry and different woman?."which started saying in a louder and louder tone. Lucky, after 3 years, Jasmine had finally, thankfully, gotten pregnant with 2 adorable twins.

 But, after the father found out, he threatened Jasmine "If its a girl,  I would murder both of you." in a sharp tone and took out a knife in his back pocket and took the wife's arm and made a little cut. " And am not playing around." The shock on Jasmines face angered him . "WE ARE FALLING IN DEPT AND NOW YOU WANT TO HAVE A GIRL? THE ONLY GOOD OF THEM IS COOKING IN A KITCHEN, I NEED A MAN WHO CAN SUPPORT US FINACIALLY ." He yelled after he acknowledged her sudden fury and disbelief on her face. "fine." was the repily of the disgusting statement Dann just said.

After 9 months, Jasmine got rushed to the hospital after going into labor crying and screaming hysterically while Dann driving the car.

" OH WILL YOU SHUT UP BACK THERE!? "

she couldn't. it hurt so much, she thought she would die right then and there. but eventually they got to the doctors. they rushed her in, for some reason they looked panicked and one had to leave the room after looking at the baby through a machine with a little device running across her stomach, untill one female spoke up.

"you wouldn't suppose, be poisoning yourself ? in a way to kill Ur baby and a low chance. you?" she said in a quiet soft tone. i dont know what happened but when she said that the room went pin-drop quiet. "What? wha- what would make u think that?" her eyes wide like if someone was forcing then open roughly.

"well, we can see stains on the baby, which only happens when u take drugs, alcohol but these in particular look like.. acid."

"ur lying. i had NEVER drank acid in my life."

"well just a couple of weeks ago u checked in to see the baby's gender and it was perfe-"

"what do u mean. i wasn't here a couple weeks ago. nevertheless ever to check the baby's gender."

"ur husband brung u in while u were passed out. we asked him why and that we couldn't do it if u were such in a state but he insisted u were fine. and u had adorable cute girl twins!"

"no no no u dont understand he wouldn't do that. i hope. show me. show me in the files i just cannot belive u. am at a loss for words."

Quickly, the doc turned her chair sharply, her back facing her. and loudly could hear. click. click click with the mouse. then she turned the computer to face her and showed 28th august 1988 jasmine Kaulitz and Dan Kaulitz when they last checked in. reason: to check baby's gender. 

"am at lost for words. me and him will have a chat. hopefully."

"so ur telling me u weren't aware u checked the baby's gender? and u didnt try to poison yourself? sorry Mrs Kaulitz but that's very hard to belive."

"i swear i didnt."

"well after this baby's born its a high chance she could possibly die. even if she does survive we will take her because she cant be trusted with ur family. we are sorry."

Jasmine began to sob here, hands to the palms of her hands, tears trickling dont ur arm to her stomach. weer she could hear some kicks till they stopped. and then gave in and and felt like she wanted to kill herself right there on the spot. but she cant.