#07"loving back but can't move on from the past"

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Yn pov
I was thinking about loving taehyung back and move on

Yn:I want to be happy,I don't wanna get hurt again...but it looks like I'm just using taeh to be happy is this right??...god dang it
....ok...self Concentrate this isn't about being selfish ok...goddd please help me *sigh*

<<Tomorrow at school>>

-i was looking for taeh,while walking on the hallway

Taehyung:bah!!!!
Yn:*starled* oh my god!Kim taehyung
Taehyung:I like it when I do that *giggle*
Yn:stop doing that...
Taehyung:btw,you went to Busan last night with yerin noona?
Yn:yep,wait how did you know?
Taehyung:jk and I talked last night..
Yn:ohh really...
Taehyung:mhm,I have something for you yn
Yn:what?
Taehyung:tadaaaa I have some bandage for you and also chocolates
Yn:bandage?
Taehyung:yerin noona told me that you tripped and had a scar to your left knee
Yn:ohh

-flash back-

-i was running towards the car and I didn't notice the rock

Yn:eonnie!!let's go- *tripped* aw!!
Yerin:yn!!are you ok?! *Helped her to get up*
Yn:ah! *Holding her knee*

-end of flash back-

Yn:thank you
Taehyung:sit down I'll put them on
Yn:ok then *I sat on the bench beside the lockers*
Taehyung: *he putted the bandages on* see the bandages is also cute
Yn:I know and you also pick my favorite color it's pink cute
Taehyung:*smile* here take your chocolates before I eat them
Yn:thanks
Taehyung:let's go now!!

<<At the classroom>>

Me and taehyung was about to enter when I saw Lisa and Jungkook hugging each other again I kept looking until taehyung noticed me.... moments later he covered my eyes

Taehyung:hey stopped looking at them....look at you your slowly getting ugly again *joking*
Yn:tsk *rolled her eyes*move!
Taehyung:look at that attitude hey!

<<Skip time>>

(Lunch time)

Me and taehyung are walking towards Lisa and Jungkooks table

Taehyung:hey guys
Jungkook:hey hyung
Lisa:yn!!!
Yn:hey bae
Jungkook:how was your scar?
Yn:it's fine now
Jungkook:good to know

Jungkook pov
Yn is acting so strange lately,what's up with her?,I mean she used to be so cheerful but she so cold this days,I should ask her what happened...later

Jungkook:yn
Yn:hmm?
Jungkook:are you ok?
Yn: what do you mean?
Jungkook:your so cold this days is there something you wanna tell me?
Yn:*stand up and left*
Taehyung:I think she don't wanna talk about it
Lisa:she so cold this days
Taehyung:I know.....
Jungkook:I'll talk to her I'm not used to this
Lisa:ok Hun

Taehyung pov
Even though I know the reason behind that attitude of yn I kept my mouth shut

<<Skip>>
(It's time to go home)

Taehyung:eomma!!I'm home!!
Mrs Kim:oh hey honey,how was school?
Taehyung:good as always,btw mom I bought you strawberries with chocolates
Your favorite
Mrs Kim:ohh you don't have to...thanks son *hugged him*
Taehyung:always eomma....
Yeonjun:hyung!!
Taehyung: yeonjunahh
Yeonjun:hyung can I borrow your book?
Taehyung:which one?
yeonjun:ummm the horror one
Taehyung:you mean "the house of blood"?
Yeonjun:yep
Taehyung:sure

<<One week passed>>
Yn changed a lot,she's not cheerful anymore,she's not that kind of girl that will irritate you anymore

Jungkook pov
I need to talk with yn alone,it's been a long time since we had this kind of bonding

Jungkook povI need to talk with yn alone,it's been a long time since we had this kind of bonding

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<<Skip at yn's house>>

-i saw her waiting outside

Jungkook:ynie!
Yn:hey
Jungkook:hop on
Yn:ok

-the whole ride was quiet which is akward
So I decided to break the silence

Jungkook:where do you wanna eat?
Yn:umm to our favorite restaurant?
Jungkook:ok then
Yn: Jungkookah?
Jungkook:hmm?
Yn:does Lisa know about this?
Jungkook:yep,I asked her before going out with you,and she said yes
Yn:good *nod*
Jungkook:btw, sorry about an hour ago
Yn:it's ok

-after an hour,me and yn enjoyed our time together as bestfriends,after that we go to our favorite place,we sat beside the tree

Jungkook:yn,what happened?
Yn:what do you mean?
Jungkook:you are really cold lately
Did something happened?
Yn:no nothing*smile*
Jungkook:you sure? c'mon tell me
Yn:are you sure you wanna know?
Jungkook:*nods* and we promised to each other no secrets
Yn:promise me you won't leave?
Jungkook:I promise.. you've change a lot yn
Yn:y'know the weather can change too so why can't I?
Jungkook:tell me what happened
Yn:it's sad if someone doesn't like u back,one sided love indeed,it hurts more than thousands of knives I'm tired of putting my efforts to someone who doesn't love me back,my efforts disappeared to a thin air
Jungkook:do you mean me and-
Yn:yes.....I just thought why would love me back when I'm not even half as pretty like Lisa..do you know how much I wish that she doesn't even exist..but how could I hate someone like her when she's such an angel she's so kind to me she's so caring *sob*
How?......I mean why would you like me?I'm not even half as pretty*sob* why would you hug me? *Sob* I wish I was her *sob*!
Jungkook: sorry yn
Yn:it's ok *sob* If your happy with her it's ok as long as your happy I am too *sob* that's why I'm being cold to you cause I want to forget that I fell inlove with you I want to forget my feelings for you...but I can't*sob*how can I forget my feelings for you when your too kind your too caring
Jungkook:I'm sorry if you felt that way sorry yn *hugged her*
Yn:*sob*

<<Skip at the school>>

Yn pov
From what happened last night maybe i can move on now

-yn you have to accept Jungkooks happiness even though it's not you

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Hi everyone I'm so sorry I didn't post a long long time😭

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