Note: Be open-minded.
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I feel so alive. I feel so excited. It's been a while since the last time we had sex. I never forget how it all started. The time when I learn how to play.
6 months ago
We're at the mall to buy gift for my boyfriend. By the way, I'm with my super duper friend, Nathan.
"Nathan what do you think would be the best gift for him?"
"You know what? Just be with him. Let him feel the love he deserve :)."
"Hmmm..Thanks. How bout you? What do you want to have on your birthday?"
"Just be there at my party. My parents want you to be there. As if I have a choice. Hahaha. "
I slightly punch his arm. Tsk..
"Your so annoying :3"
"Hahaha. I'm not."
Hayyyyy.. I don't know why we became friends. Really.
"Brrppmumm"
I immediately look at him.
"What the??"
"I'm hungry okay.."
"Hahaha. Lets go ^^"
"A penny for your thoughts?"
I easily erase those memories that flooded my mind. I haven't notice that we're already at the parking lot.
"You seem very distant earlier. Are you okay? Do you want us to continue to my place? Or do you want me to just drop you by to your apartment for you to rest?"
"Thanks for asking.. To be honest, I'm a little dizzy. Can we just continue our monkey business next time? "
"Sure thing babe."
Now I remember why we became friends and why can't I leave him despite of his mood swings and late comings.
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Cold shower usually ease my mind whenever I am being bothered with unusual thoughts. It has been a routine to me since that day that I was lost and broken.
Lately it has been so hard for me to sleep because of memories that keep on coming back even though I want to forget them.
As I was staring at the ceiling, my mind drifted back again to the past. . .
