„Fucking shite, why does it have to be pissing right when I want to go outside", you mutter under your breath and stomp back inside, slamming the front door shut while doing so. You had originally planned on going outside to grab something from the bakery put the plans have been changed now. The sky has turned to its darkest grey and the rain was pouring down mercyless.
With a sigh you head over to your record player and put on a garbage record, your Dad had gifted it to you on christmas two years ago and you've always loved it since you were little, you kind of grew up with it.
Disappointed you laid on the hardwood floor, legs and arms spread out. You always loved doing that, it fave you some sort of comfort. But lately it's always come with a little sting in the heart.
Lying on the floor made you think of the song 'a night on the floor' a song which always reminded you of Elijah, and thinking of Elijah wasn't really your ideal idea if you wanted to chill and relax.
You've been better since you left him, mentally and physically. But it still hurt obviously .
Then you doorbell rang and you got up with another sigh. Who was that on this day on your doorstep, you asked yourself.
And right as you opened your front door, Shirley Manson sang: "I'm only happy when it rains". Right when your gaze fell on Elijah, who stood on the stairs that led to your little house. Speaking of the devil.
"Hey," you said, not wanting to make this any more awkward than it already was. You'd told Elijah that you needed at least some space because he really didn't treat you right, so you obviously wanted to get away from him.
"Hey," he said back, not really sure what else to say, just staring at you.
"Listen, if you came here to try to justify what you did than you can leave right this second," you said with a stern voice and when Elijah didn't say anything, you started closing the door again.
But of course Elijah had other plans and put his foot im the doorframe to stop you from closing the door.
"I don't want to justify it, no in fact I can't justify that I treated you like shit and took you for granted. Actually I feel pretty selfish now that I'm standing here because I wanted to try and win you back because I love you so much." Elijah stood there with a pained expression and let his arms flop down on his sides.
"I deserve it if you never want to see me again, I really do because I am sure that you would never actually believe me that I'll try and be better, that I'll work on myself because of how toxic I was. You don't deserve this shit I put you through and I've never deserved you even in the first place." You didn't even get a chance to say something as well because Elijah just blabbered on.
"So, I think it's best if I go now. If you ever want to talk to me again, I would love to but I think you wouldn't so I am leaving. I truly wish you the best, uhhh bye I guess." He turned to go and leave you stunned in your doorframe.
"Eli," you managed to say and he turned around. "I would love to talk to you again, just give us both some time, we'll be fine."
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Okay so I am actually sorry for writing sad stuff like this but I just love this song so much and wanted to do something with it. I guess I hope you liked it?!
Let me know if I should do a part two with a happy ending(:
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Indie imagines | Sam Fender | Inhaler
Fanfictionimagines or oneshots with the lads from inhaler, Sam Fender and many more. Yes, the chapters are all named after songs. English isn't my first language so blame it on that if you cant read this stuff hehe. Also I'm very sorry that most imagines are...
