Just... great

Chapter 14

Roxto finally pulled up onto the drive way, everyone getting their umbrellas ready except for Neteyam. He was the only one without an umbrella but he didn't mind. After all he was already gonna have a shower so he didn't mind at all. everyone ran ot the car except for Neteyam and Ao'nung. He noticed that Neteyam didn't have one so he quickly went outside to the backseats, opening the door for Neteyam pulling the umbrella under the two of them. 

"You really didn't have to do that Ao'nung, its a small umbrella," Neteyam laughed feeling the heatness arrive from how close they are standing face to face. Ao'nung was a blushing mess but Neteyam couldn't see it from the darkness aswell. 

"I wouldn't want you getting even more sick bro, lets go before we get struck by lightning. It'll be your fault if it does." Ao'nung replies quickly as they both walk to the house, stepping in with a big sigh. 

"Gosh i'm tired bro, imma go sleep, goodnight TeyTey," Ao'nung sleepily says as Neteyam eyes widen at that nickname. Wasn't that the one Elisa called him when they were texting eachother. Neteyam shrugged it off but couldn't help himself and smile. He loves when Ao'nung calles him other cute names instead of his regular one. Neteyam walked upstairs into his room when he sees Lo'ak packing up his stuff in his duffle bag, not sparing a glance at Neteyam. 

Neteyam put his hands in his pocket once more, feeling the object just laying there comfortably. He didn't know how to say it, he doesn't know how to even start talking because he he knew he was eventually gonna lash out once more. He takes a deep breath in, walking slowly up to Lo'ak before talking.

"So umm Lo'ak, you do got time to talk right?" Neteyam asked giving enough space for Lo'ak to pack his clothes in. Lo'ak acted like he was tired, yawning abit before shaking his head.

"No bro sorry, we can talk later, i'm tired right now," Lo'ak says as he faces the other way, not glancing at Neteyam because he knew he would eventually find out. Lo'ak yelped out loud when he felt a harsh grip on his arm, pulling him outside to the balcony area.

"Look Lo'ak, right now is not the time to be acting stupid okay," Neteyam sighs loudly as Lo'ak just rolls his eyes.

"Seriously, this is what we are gonna do for the rest of the holiday trip, just fight and argue," Lo'ak spits out as Neteyam growls abit under his breath. He hates how stubborn his brother could act with him. He hates how he could be some smartass to even do this shit in the first place.

"Okay look lets just get to the point bro okay, just shut up and let me talk real quick," Neteyam says as Lo'ak scoffs under his breath.

"Well like i said i'm not going to," Lo'ak replies back in a harsh tone, pushing Neteyams arm away as he tries to walk past him back into the room but all of a sudden, he was pushed hard onto the concrete like wall, both hands on his shoulders holding down in place hard.

"BRO LET ME GO!" Lo'ak shouts as Neteyam covers his mouth quickly, pulling out the ciggarete from his pocket.

"i'm talking to you right here right now, what the fuck is this Lo'ak, what the fuck are you doing to yourself," Neteyam asks abit more louder as Lo'ak had the chance to push Neteyam off of him, making him stumble back abit.

"I said i don't want to talk about it bro, just fuck off," Lo'ak spat out as Neteyam had enough of how he was acting so he pushed him back harder aswell making Lo'ak growl in response. 

"YOU FUCKING BITCH," Lo'ak shouts as he jumps onto Neteyam, making them both fall onto the ground as they tackle eachother. Lo'ak tried to throw the first punch but was stopped as Neteyam held onto his knuckles, preventing him from the first strike. 

"Lo'ak- you just... Get offf," Neteyam tried to talk but the pressure ontop of him made it harder for him to talk. If this is what Lo'ak wanted instead of a small simple talk, then he will go down this way. He quickly puts his leg over Lo'aks, flipping them both around as they continue to tackle. Neteyam didn't think it would go down this way at all, he didn't think none of this would've happened. Lo'ak punched him roughly on Neteyams arm hard as it suprisingly hurted Neteyam. He knew he was a good fighter when it comes to shit likt this. Lo'ak then had the opportunity to scratch Neteyams face, making it bleed on the side of his cheek as Neteyam tried to grap his other arm aswell to stop him from this maddness.

"I FUCKING HATE YOU BRO, JUST STAY OUT OF MY LIFE, STOP TRYING TO BE THE OLDER BROTHER WHEN YOU CANT EVEN ACT LIKE ONE YOU DUMB BICTH, I HATE YOU CUZ I FUCKING WISHED YOU WERE DEAD," 

Everything stopped, the movements, the sound, the fighting, the shouting, everything... Lo'ak wished... he was dead. Is that seriosuly how he thought of him. Neteyam tried to remind himself that it was just because of the sudden anger his brother had in him but it was the way Lo'ak had said it towards him made him feel uneasy. He suddenly felt weak and limp as he just stays there. Hands falling to his side as his bright golden eyes became a little darker then usual. Neteyam pushed Lo'ak off of him, still not hard  enough to make him hurt or anything becuase he knows that he atleast cares...

He stands up, wiping his cheek where he had been scratched at. He looked towards Lo'ak seeing him with wide nervous eyes, mouth dropped abit seeing what he done and said to his brother. From the lighting of the balcony, Lo'ak could see that Neteyam was trying so hard not to let that one tear fall out of his eyes which broke his heart. He was still angry, still felt the need to let it all out but he couldn't. They just stared at eachother for a couple minutes, allowing themselves to understand the sudden chaos they created. Neteyam scoffed as he dug into his pocket again, grabbing the ciggare throwing it at Lo'ak scoffing lightly.

"All i wanted to do was to talk, all i wanted to do, was to help you Lo'ak. But you being a fucking phsyco you are is impossible. I try to help you, i try to do things better for you but you just never understand how fucking hard that is. You wished me dead, great hope that happens baby brother," Neteyam fake claps his hand as Lo'ak shakes his head slowly still unable to talk.

Lo'ak didn't really want this for his brother, he couldn't control his anger, he knew this would eventually happen thats why he tried to avoid it for now. But he was forced to tell Neteyam, he doesn't like that. But seeing his brother hurt with a bloody cheek and a mixture of unknown emotions in his face felt annnoying and broken at the same time.

"Look- I, You forced me to try and say it okay, i never wanted to because i wasn't ready bro," Lo'ak finally tried and talk but was cut off by Neteyam again.

"Yeah yeah, you were not ready to tell me but your ready to say that you hate me and want me dead, you were ready to throw a fight on when i'm cleary trying to help," Neteyam hisses as he walks back in, stopping at the door making Lo'ak stand up fully.

"Don't even think of talking to me bro, don't," He says as he finally walks back in the darkness of the room. 

Shit, shit shit shit... this is exactly what Lo'ak predicted in the car. He knew he was eventually gonna start shit on him, he knew his brother wouldn't understand him to the fullest. He shouldn't have flahed out on his older brother,

He should've just done it too... himself...