Destiny: Marriage Of Revenge

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Author's POV

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Kritis pov:

I entered my hostel and throwed myself on the bed it was soo comfortable as hell I mean it is always I am girl who is habituated for my things I like the same bed my pillow and blanket from small I am using this and no one dared to touch my blanket or pillow in my family as they know the consequences they will be facing further.

I drowned into by deep slumber.

I woke up to realise it was 7 pm and in my sleepy eyes I observed my roommates they were studying so I told morning and just giggled by their expression and just went to terrace for the fresh air.

I still remember the incident today as I was coming hostel I saw two cute couples enjoying it was very cringe for me but realised that they felt very cute and loving.

I soon realised I was still single ,not that I want to mingle but tell me who looks into my ugly face

And I had a very bad opinions of marriage and boyfriends and all.
but still dream of marriage but still I have hopes on my  loved one but where will I find him and howww god....

Without knowing myself I came down I was sitting on my bed and there was a book infront of me and started to drop my feelings on it

I need a man ofcourse but when ..

I have feel out of no where sad and I  cry hard and thousands of thoughts and memories just come and I started weep hard.

I just need a tight hug from my loved person who understands me and who can understand my heart and feelings even when I  didn't tell them anything but I just want a soul where I can just dump on them and hug them tight..very tightly and cry harder on their shoulders

And he have to  just be consoling me without judging me
I feel like I need someone who can understands everything with just eyes and from my  behaviour

And I need my loved one to  just come and hug me and tell that cry how much ever i want but keep in mind I will be with you forever tell his last breath

And I  just need someone who can vibe with me the same and he have to just be  goofy as I am but more mature to understand the people around me  because I am though so stupid to this world and just trust anyone soo much which they don't deserve.

I don't want them to give me any luxurious gift and all..but I can accept just to pour all their  love that they  have for me forever and small standards and old generation love is what I need

I need someone when I am filled with many  thoughts and anxious and tremble but he just comes and calms me down as everything is going to be alright and just be  fine.

I just need someone when I am too tired and and I come to him and I should just feel so comfortable lying on him just feeling like home and forget all the shits that my mind and body gone through whole day

And I need someone who adores me so much that God feel jealous of my beauty but it's just the morning face when I  had just woken up.

And i just need someone who likes try adventures just as much as I crave for it .

I just need someone when whole world is standing against me  and they just only trust me not caring of millions of people against me  and  thousands of people and believe in me  whole heartedly still holding my hand.

Yaa I am not perfect and when I feel everything about myself ugly and when i feel myself useless but I want him to   just keep telling me that  he loves me  no matter what and just love me as they way I am and don't compare me to anyone and by that make me  feel I am perfect which I don't feel myself.

I know I have to love myself more and I should not judge myself but what can we do dude we are also humans trying to compete in this fucking world of competation and i know I have those days of period pains and I will be rolling over the floor and when I just have to make myself happy by going alone to eat something especially shopping,while eating Pani puri, and ice cream.

So I want him to join me on my alone and period days and pamper me soo much .

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Hai naryana I also deserve a man who tells me and make me feel superior doesn't degarde me and see me equally as him I am not a feminist but surely I want him to respect me

Because for him I would leave my whole life behind and marry him and on that I have to sacrifice everything....
Which I can because that's how girl life is right ...

We study so much and later our parents tell us to only study in our school days  and college later accept us to marry a stranger.

Even though it's not in modern generation but somewhere a women have to sacrifice her part of life for the future....

I just read it again and I was traumatized by reading it these were all my feelings my heart held these many years without me knowing....

No wonder I felt jealous of cute couples
My stupid idiot heart.....

I folded and wrote for my dear husband inside and on outside I wrote nobody can touch it ,with angry emoji
A big smile came  on my face and my dearest heart and kept in my book.

(I know I know ..

U also felt the same thing naaa don't lie darling I know everything ....
                                                        ....author ;)

Feeling delulu naaa?!!! But don't become more tululu  because I feel jealous and wait for me.Will u wify ;).

      ......yours lovingly hubby ( in future) :)

I started to studying again because I can't give up on my dreams and I loved my passion towards it I never felt tired ...

(So guys always choose the passion you love trust me u will love all the processes)

Aditya pov:

I was in my room scrolling insta but I can't get her out of my head.

But then Tanisha called me and started hi babyy and her day schedule I was just humming on her words but I don't know why now days I feel different I never loved her

but still as the popular one had to hold the status of love with her because I remember she had drove me in situation where I can't deny her so I accepted her proposal.

it was going smooth until my breath stopped at one girl she has some kind of aura I never ever felt.

I don't know when I slept thinking of her ..

I woke in the morning and went to college and saw her again it has become my daily routine work.

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And guys while writing the kriti type of boy I felt it's applicable to all the girlie's out there ,want these kind of  man ...right??!!!!